Baby, i love you plain and simple, we met through friends and for that  i say to them, thank you.
I still remember that first day, looking at you in the window I caught your gaze.
I lost the words I meant to say and for a moment I wondered if you felt the same way.
we spent the rest of the day in each others company, and later that night you decided to stay.
i never asked you out on a date, i just expected you to understand why i treated you sweet.
i saw us together and you were who i wanted to keep, so i offered my room as a safe place to sleep.
it was you and me week after week,even if it wasnt always easy we never went to sleep in defeat.
Its been 15 months at least and our relationship Is still going beast. Were working through the hard things so i hope the future is what we think.
you are the love of my life and no meteor,  bullet or train will ever change the way i feel when you name our baby's with my last name.
I will never change how much I want you in my life so please be patient and behave

Young an breakin rules cuz it's more fun than trying to conform.
Wild life is twice the good time without the suit ties
Black hoodies late nights drugs *** music and good times.
Never slowing down as long as long as I haven't created another life .
**** I love bein young ima die cuz I'm crazy an dumb.
Don't ever go to parties there boring.
I stay home and blast music in my room
Loud and volger forcin neighbors to listen to it
**** the government it's corrupt and crumbling
Whats it gonna take to make the rest  of you ******* see how they force your money to pay their bills only cuz we stay divided and refuse to join together and take what's ours.
The young and old need to be wild and free all the way to Washington DC  rub freedom in there face and take this outdated government out by the knees .

**** the government the police and every branch of leaders who sit comfortably refusing to fight and continuing to steal our money ima **** the Democratic party the Republican party and the president if you don't like it step up toe to toe no gun no cops  behind you whoever has the ***** and fight me center street in front of every news camera in the country and see who really believes deep inside that there view of life is right

I drop my head and pray to something I don't know  to help me through what I'm about do.
I don't belive in god, I don't think that the Bible's  true
And evil is in you we just named it satin so we could feel pure
But as I hold my pistol between my hands, I can feel the earth  
Gather energy, sit with me and watch my life from every angle.
As Soon as pistols start to light the night with art sparks from every angle give me a glimpse of my next mark
Aimee and fire, no remorse but silence brings another course
Sit and pray that I shot  someone who needed to die today
I didn't see there face  but I saw my bullet reach in and quickly grab there souls and pull em out stand em up and have em watch as there bodys  fall limp
No life left in em, only take a quick glimpse while your arm is reaimin when the bullet falls and you hear casings clinging don't stop till there all shot an you winnin then ask again for forgiveness to feel pure till you look at yo hands and blood runs in river that forms a tear and takes years to wipe away the stain you cant see but causes me pain  every silent night every bright day

In the passenger seat 5 minutes from heavenly green
I ain't watin till I get home
Brought the grinder and the papers ima roll a cone
Space cruze on a road heavily used by 5O
Who cares I need smoke
Can't think without hit so i wake up and spark it
I keep it lit till my eyes lose focus and i pass out
Inhale life, hold in pain, blow out a different mind state
One that is'nt so insane

You wanna meet a real stoner?
That smokes on the daily,
Goes to work to make money for a bag!
Stays in a mind state thats kinda hazy,
Come my way baby, I stay towards the north west.
In a mountain valley where good **** comes with no request
We don't play that midgrade, only carry the best strains.
And the best thang is everybody in town smokes down
So come to my town find a place to sit down
Brace yourself this high grade gone put you down.
Idaho is every state's joke and really we don't care
The smaller the population is  the More **** the born and raised gem state familys can blaze  




I don't need oxygen, I just need THC!!
I keep a pipe or a joint close to me.
Police only think I'm high when I'm outta ****.
My teachers tellin me to leave cuz I need to smoke
I can only see, when I'm in a cloud of smoke
I blaze when I'm broke. cuz homies got me an they know I'll always get em back fat
So no day is a clear day, blowin clouds out our mouths is how we stay
Always way too blazed, can't pass the bowl, can't wait till the high takes hold,
Puff puff pass this blunt of gold to every stoner young or old

                     ZtickZ-

Listen  to the words I've wrote,
when I speak, truth floats on the smoke I blow
Ignorant and young I'm told, I'll  understand how the world works one day they say,
But I came from the cold and ain't **** changed soo...

I think I've given up.... I'm gonna sit on my *** wright raps and smoke it up
Ain't even gonna record cuz if I did I'd  be worth something more
And nobody believes that I can be anything but pour.
I don't care any more what you think,
I do drugs, steal and of course I live on the streets
But oh what do you expect from a boy at 18
When being raised was never a thing,
And nobody but villains and fiend's help with anything

Yeah....

I'm waiting on my next trip to jail
It's been a while and I need to talk to someone who pretends that I'm better than every body says
**** it if Imy locked in box cold and lost in my head 3 meals dry socks, a place to sleep and be left to die is better than how hard I try to please people who don't care about my life, won't supply a little cash to me and my girl, refuses to offer an empty room for us to crash, CUZ ******* WHEN MY MOTHER DIDN'T RAISE ME SHE RAISED A PEICE OF CRAP. and it's all my fault all the money nobody saved for me when I got older slipped through invisible cracks.

I used to believe if I gave respect someone would give some to me
If I spared time to do a favor I would get that returned to
But Now I know I should have been selfish and mean,
Seeing as that's what I've been given for my helping
Stopped being a violent, hatfull human being
To try and earn something like help when need be
But now I'm back mother *******, remember me.
I'm gonna do it all again and times ten so you ******* can see that your greed and deceit lost you more than you think.
I've got about 10 houses with gas leaks I'm gonna go smoke inside while the family sleeps at night
And to many pieces of **** I'm gonna meet in the streets and we'll the coroner is gonna be pretty ****** busy  if you ask me
And when the police ask why I did it I'll tell em
Straight up...... I did all I could for every one of them and not one had a second they could spare to even show despair over the pieceof **** I've been treated as even after I've been nothing but nice nobody cared


Im done with doin favors I'm done bein there for ****** anybody else  
Me and my girl gonna go round slitting all you ******* throats feed you to my dog and call it even for all the time we've wasted

****....
                You really wanna know??.....
  I can tell you but you better sit And listen.
                             (Chorus:)
See.... growin up I liked to climb trees  
Sway in the breeze.
Somethin bout high places always helped me think.
does anybody understand that I am what I've seen??
I feel alone and different cuz the other kids don't understand my life's position.
All alone on a farm with my grandpa takin my parents position.
Independent and good in the kitchen,
I spent most days learnin how to fit in.
Playin ***, drugs, and prison.
I was to well educated in the art of sinnin
3 years old an adults had my head spinnin
I had trouble sleepin,
I'd stay awake and listen, wishin I could party with the big kids.


I think I'm kinda crazy. I don't show it but-
  I'm always thinkin bout the wrong things.
Hustlin ****** fightin and drugs,
Acted like a ****, i was shown no love
I didint have friends when i was growin up.
Nobody liked me, cuz I was to busy fightin the ones they loved.

I chose to be the most wanted outlaw in history....
I Taught myself to live in the streets.
When no one was lookin I was always crookin.
Looking at life from a delinquents position.
I dreamed of drug dealin, sellin and, cookin.
I saw myself as a gangster in prison.
Practiced cuz I figured that a menace needs
To know what he's dealin with if gonna
Grow up to be a street soldier.

Carr loaded with dope....
Pulled over to side of the road by a cop.
**** all I can do is hope all we get is a ticket.
If they search I'm goin to jail with the other 3.
I'm high too but I'm only here to work, I need to save cuz I got think about my baby thats on his way.
It's my first kid and I'm broker than dirt.
Real **** I can't jeprodize my freedom no more I've done it to long.
**** atleats this cop talked with some level  of respect.
At this moment he's giving us a break and a small ticket rather then everything he could.
$100 fine and some things to change instead of jail or 500 dollars in tickets

I, like many dead and and alive were born to suffer, struggle and strive for barely enough to survive.
No plan made for our coming of age, not a cent saved, not a thing gave to us.
We work hard only to further our pain, but the world ain't courteous,
                              To those of us that can't afford clothes that show our worthiness,
Im sitting an a 16 foot camper with my girl and dog, no one in either family has put a helping hand,
Not one person has even noticed how strong we stand,
            If it was winter and we were freezin outside we wouldnt have place to sleep if we offered money in hand.
We smoke **** and work, so they see us like we ain't worth savin from the pain.

See all I need is help, but that would mean trusting the ones in need
Every moment of happy is hell, how can the fortunate expect us to serve for them when our checks barley pay rent
I'm a horrible person cuz I didn't have a wealthy parent to find me a house and pay for it.
Instead I raised myself and earned ever **** thing I own.
Nobody cares if I have a home. Imy just expected to make it all on my own.

Miles to go,
Walking in the blistering cold,
All alone wearin  summer clothes
Pitch black night and I'm 6 years old.
My shoes got holes on the soles and toes,
The sun was bright when I left home but it's gone.
Haven't had a drink or bite to eat for at least a week.

No stoppin till I find warmth,
I figured if I went north I'd run into a store,
Now I'm lost and cold, where the **** Did my mother Go?

She took off and left me alone,
Said she'd be right back but I guess she forgot.
I am her only child so I can understand.
Maby if I had a brother or sister she would have rembered to come back.

Flat fields on both sides and mountains far of in the sight.
I haven't seen a car since my mom left that night.
I just hope someone drives by and gives this scraggly kid a ride.

I tried to wait but I ate both the cup a noodles and drank all the water the first night.
3 days in I was delirious and could barely stand.
A 2 pack of crackers and some snow is what helped me stand.

**** it I'm young enough to say the world is corrupt with every right to believe it.
Finely the police show up and take me to my grandpas.
Thank God it's warm and he feeds us.

Look,
.       I have a knack for putting my nose where it dont belong.
Learned about drugs way to early on
now im too far gone
cant hardly Wright a song
My pencil keeps slipin from my sweaty palms
Bullets drippin from my pours like a rookie terrorist dropin bombs   -  of course.  -
got regrets i can write em in blood put em in an envelope stamp, sign and send em along
But who would ever put in wtighting all that they've donevwro

In'a basement, waken up in'a a dream....
Lookin round seein every thing seein what I'm gonna take an what I'm I'm gonna leave
Melt down and breath, roll aroun blow smoke,N- fall asleep....
Havein a bad dream that I'm all alone smokin tweak
Playin pool wit out an 8 ball for about a week , 250 Cash goes fast when you trickin a tweak, bag in a bag in a bag all ******* and And taped  up neat, what's inside?, you don't wanna know mo-*****, it ain't powder and it ain't green,
Bag of glass an a snow white dream for a sleepless week,

As far as I know words are as light as the smoke that I blow
They Only mean **** if you can see some action happen
Other rappers just keep there mouths gabbin
Wasting air on sounds that got the truth lacking
I'm clapping thunder with my jaws teachin truth to God's
Chillin wit killas an defying the odds,
pour white and no cars, all G.

Hoodie up kicks tight an ima ride tonight
No reason to die but I ain't lookin behind
Me, im just another white boy grown up with G's
Learned the law of the streets and how to hustle to eat
Sell rock cuz there ain't no money in ****
lookin for a way out but the stars ain't shinin on me
I Write and write but who's gonna see
gettin sick of what im lookin at, pain is an endless sea.
Now a days im fully grown and changed
Did my time and earned my place amongst those like me
If you took a pick of my life now and then you would never think i was the same man
Used to be a child stupid and free till i ride on a ***** who ****** with my family
wasted my youth in idjc
Got out to a new town and i aint gotta **** have respect see.
All the girls went crazy all the guys wanna hang with me
all of a sudden **** changed I was at the top im big man on the block ain't no one **** with me and i ain't gotta worry bout cops
i love that my name just carry's me as a man
everybody thinks im dangerous and always carrying a gun in hand.
But im a nice guy maby keep a knife but that's just from a past life
Don't think i won't **** you or that i can't
I just don't see a reason to take a life for some drama man.  
The force in in my hit is enough to knock  out a full frown ***** wanna be a man
I never thought i would grow up to be who i am
Always thought i was gonna die young by a rivals hand.
I made it to 18 so im outta plans Now im just glib with the flow till i find the end

Its 6 am and, my girl and I haven't slept all night.
We smoked some **** too pass the time until the house fell asleep
around then we made a shed trip again dulled the lamp and smoked some dope
them suddenly the door open to the suns rays

Yea.... Look......
.                        I'm back at home,
Same town I made myself known, grown to be stiff as stone learned my lessons and paid the dues I owe.
Been outta town since that **** went went down and I got taken Down town
Stayed down for 2and a half got up and found myself in a rich ***** mountain spot
Didn't even try and every ***** thought I was hot
every eye I cought thought  they was gonna get shot
Met my girl and brought her home
J-town im back an  packin fists of stone
Since last time iv grown
Instill fear with every look I give  now I don't gotta pull a knife to look like I will
Now I just look like I did and wont hesitate to
Make the point that I ain't a kid and i don't give ****.
Smoke my dope and puff my **** to keep me from goin crazy no sleep for a week an I
Ride alone without a crew to back me up and I still got a bandana round my neck,
Knife on my hip sharp as ****  pull it quick an
Stick it deep In between yo ribs fo talkin **** its to quiet where I used to live.
I've missed my home just for the hifey **** I did
I'm back,  ready to do work again an
I'll do me and do work when I see a scrap walkin this earth I yearn to put there lifes to an end.



I'm home, fully grown and feared by most.
Left a quiet place to come back to a place I know.
Won't take long before I'm runnin this town from home
One talent I got
ownin every street I Rome
I'm a business man
I ride north side
And i walk like a boss cuz I got pride
I'm good at bein in charge makin yo business mine
Take no mercy have no fear keep your four fingers high and ride till I die
That's how I've always survived
100% fast life dark side livin
Now I'm home and gettin ready for business.

Yea, .......
Walkin in the dark, black suit and stompin boots ,
Breakin in jackin cars, strip-em and sell em for parts
Take what I make and pay for a place to stay
Take and buy a burger wit the change I make
Rob a food chain and use the cash to buy a pack
Go back to the homies on G. Street and pack
Take my **** to my new pad for a week and I'll be back

One time I asked myself, do I like putting loved ones and family on the shelf?
So I can think about myself, do as I wish, risk dyin for a click, do all the drugs in the world and have every *****. Risk endin up in a ditch for a cause iv always been told was childish.

I don't has an answer but **** do I wish

Bring me brighter days, offer me a chance to change.
Im a father to 2 kids, stress N' pain  keep me up late.
All threw thenight there cries shake my brain. N' cause pain.
Broke every day, hungry while I slave to make money,
So I can pay the government until they dig my grave.
Corners ain't the place to be, when you lookin  for some extra green.
Sitin in the ally, Post up  in the shade, and i stay late
Money and weight stay behind the gate,
Can't afford to go jail, or lose the product that's paying for my food.
Treated like I'm rude cuz I learned young to mug and my face got stuck that way.
When I got stuck paying  nightly for a place to lay.
Food comes from my pockets  I got a 5 finger store in there cuz its more convenient.
I don't even buy **** no more.
Riskin prison for a pack of blacks that keep idiots from gettin ***** slaped when they lips smack askin for bag of smack.
Hands out holding change askin for whatever they  can get with that.

I keep my.. game peice in the..
winnin position.. game called ghetto broke livin..
My strategy a secret so... I'm in first position yo..
Hustle my livin from.. dealin medicine and sellin everything you own... till I got a cash enough, to buy a bank you know. I plan to rule the world with... the knowledge that.. gangsters loaned me way back when I was a kid. Now I know I'm destined to, make Dimonds out of ashes that.. I saved from bowls I smoked alone.


Took years and im still broke, grew up and learned I had Hustle to smoke, now I'm top bound,
smokin hopein for a chance to see a better life than I've had given

Yea the government is always talking **** on street soldiers,
****... they don't even know us.
When gang crimes are at there highest, available jobs are at there lowest.
Crime is the only way for some of us to make it day to day,
a criminal record and a toung spittin hate, at a continuous rate ain't no way to get government funds or paid by the state.
But what am I supposed to do during the mandatory minimum of 30 days for compensation.
am I supposed to do right by this nation? not steel to eat as my homies  fall to there feet, Bein shot by police due to there desperation , persperation wettin there  skin as they contemplatin robbin fools for just enough money for some food cuz we survivors and we willing to live even if it means we have to take it

**** I love bein hated,
Havin strangers believein rumors that fear has created.
I been told I'm a demon that Satin rejected,
I seem to be evil, I speak truth to the people and only sinners except it.
**** the perception my demeanor gives to stuck  up people with riches.
I'm proudly pour and dreamin of potent drinks on foreign beaches.
Next to my love giving stolen money the ones who need it.
I'm considered conceded cuz I want to be left to live without bothersome police and ****.
I belive the only laws needed are simple and don't need repeated.
The government has long past there leashes.
Over stepped the bounds of what originally freed us.
Now greedy people lead us for there benefits.
No leader in the US cares about the little people working to keep us relevant in the world
I hope every person on planet earth thinks I'm a anarchist, a cult leader and a criminal that is here to hurt us.
Cuz truthfully I'm here to end the world's governments. So everyone can figure out what peace is in the purest form of how individuals see it!!

my mind straight, as i lay awake with you doing the same
one glance of your hips gets my gears turning
I want to run my finger tips lightly from your stomach  to your legs
your body starts moving and telling me yes
I want you so bad i pull you closer and we kiss
One time soft while we both exhale in want for this
next i grab you tight and them no questions needed
you know what I want tonight

walk a mile in my kicks an i swear to god you'll wanna quit
that's why i got a fat bag and this bowl lite
cuz i smoke till i drop ***** i cant quite
so ****** sick turn around here the cops again
aint lookin for **** but to lock me up again
so i quick jump over that fence
on tha back porch i down some hen
then quick run before they see me again

Good morning everybody. I watched the sun set last night.
now its  slowly getting brighter Makin its way higher.
I'd bet the sun peaks  from the mountains in about an hour.
Im gettin ready to take my second shower I need to rinse the chemicals off  that I been sweatin for a while.
Atleast sweat means my system is clean and the next batch can't keep me *****.
I'm only really worried cuz i haven't slept all weekend
got to work in a little bit with my girls brother
and i just took a peak on the mirror
im healthy but my pupils look like serving plates.

I was born to a collection of addicts and criminals!
I can only admit that I have more respect and courtesy then them.
I Promised myself that when I am to be a father I would quite.
My love is my life and she's carring my son.
But I'm on this **** again. What the **** is my problem.
I think I'm done till it's in my hands again.
Feelin like a worthless person, a selfish heathen
When I got **** I don't need speed.
But I can't sleep and I don't even wanna move.
Just watch tv and eat so I say to myself at least I'll accomplish somethin.
**** I'm broke and living outta others homes I don't think I'll ever give my child the proper life or a stable home.
I work my *** off and make good money but I can't keep any of it 4 ****

Yea... bump while you  smoke,
Meen mug an get drunk,
Pop off get hify and be boss

And im killin it man cant stop me bro just know you cant i roll deep
Creep soyou can see me ride red rags high  x4 north side who wanna die
Scaraps ***** and lie
Snitch die
My hands stay 4 fingers up whhen i ride dont

I'm a player see, tough as nails and ******* love my body. Dudes got a problem cuz im new in town and there girls want me. Words spread quick when the new kid is a violent convict. I didint tell my story quick, so when i heard that my file slipped and somebody started s

Bright lights red, blue, and white pull up right behind, and is I notice America quickly crosses my mind.
Then I realize that im being pushed aside by a country demanding of so much pride.
Told growing up that our ancestors fought for our rights.
Now I can't be awake walking outside at night without being suspicious of committing a crime.
So as the officer approaches, I lose sight of how there supposed to be a sign of help and protection in our lives
Getting pulled over cuz I don't dress the way America likes.
Asked for ID, and given a ticket for failure to purchase a peice of plastic that i don't believe we need.
Why does the government who's establishment was created by intellectual individuals  to be a voice need to know me.
your boundaries have been over stepped and our voices kept silent.
The masses have agreed to keep quiet due to the fear of greed politicians have shown in every speech.
Falling apart, our beautiful country, its sad to see.
The people need to stand together for there right to once again live in a beautiful country

Seen as a king by the friends around me
The boss of all bosses  nobody ***** with me.
I don't just play games and smoke ****
I was raised to handle business and never flee
I take punks with potential and teach
im not the best person to wanna be
im one person who earned my respect by movin  my feet
keeping my lips tight and if need be takin the heat.
I know random information that no one could teach
School wasent the place for me  but im smart as anybody
Knowledge taught about the streets is how we learn to live wherever we be

A 9 year old boy sitting on a window seal.
silent and firm anybody could see that his thoughts were deep. First look he was young and his face screamed sweet. White boy blond hair baby blue eyes and face any mother would keep.  Then a hand comes up holdin a peice. Keep lookin and you'd wanna cry

My dreams aren't your dreams, your dreams aren't my dreams. but if I dream to be in a world where the politics don't  matter and dreams come true then we dream. And me and you become us. A collective group of people who have put aside there differences and problems to make happiness come true.

****....
                You really wanna know??.....
  I can tell you but you better sit And listen.
                             (Chorus:)
See.... growin up I liked to climb trees  
Sway in the breeze.
Somethin bout high places always helped me think.
does anybody understand that I am what I've seen??
I feel alone and different cuz the other kids don't understand my life's position.
All alone on a farm with my grandpa takin my parents position.
Independent and good in the kitchen,
I spent most days learnin how to fit in.
Playin ***, drugs, and prison.
I was to well educated in the art of sinnin
3 years old an adults had my head spinnin
I had trouble sleepin,
I'd stay awake and listen, wishin I could party with the big kids.


I think I'm kinda crazy. I don't show it but-
  I'm always thinkin bout the wrong things.
Hustlin ****** fightin and drugs,
Acted like a ****, i was shown no love
I didint have friends when i was growin up.
Nobody liked me, cuz I was to busy fightin the ones they loved.

I chose to be the most wanted outlaw in history....
I Taught myself to live in the streets.
When no one was lookin I was always crookin.
Looking at life from a delinquents position.
I dreamed of drug dealin, sellin and, cookin.
I saw myself as a gangster in prison.
Practiced cuz I figured that a menace needs
To know what he's dealin with if gonna
Grow up to be a street soldier.

Reach for raindrops when the sky is blue.
So that when rain comes you've already said hello and you can stand aside and allow it fall unto what needs to grow.

Simple as it confuses most as does the simple act of introducing yourself to passing strangers.

Fearless interactions and excepting simple verbal transactions  with thankfull compassion is powerful  

A hand shake a bow or verbal transaction of a greeting, along with a relinquishing of titles and wishings of happy travels

For no reason other than to make strangers, named beings that in that one moment we know who were seeing.

A lessoning of fear and a knowledge of what was before speculation and uncertainty

Has now become an understanding and an exchangeing of knowledge to lead to an acceptance and an equality without judgment or an  irrational miss understanding  of other people's actions

Introduce yourself to someone you fear and share with them  simple truths of your person  

Don't judge them for what they believe or what they look to achieve, accept and learn from them what you didn't know before and wouldn't know if you didn't allow them to speak

Around the world if we could all introduce ourselves and have respect in what chose to speak .... wars would be pointless knowledge would come from the mouths of those we meet and our neighbors would be our friends and teachers  in every subject.

Word of mouth would hold power and languages would compound into 1 tung spoken by people to pass knowledge without barriers of who could understand them

Unity would be true and currency would burn and Melt at the new exchange of ideas, stories and facts,

Our hands would help others and in return thier hands would do the same.

People would have a place to live, let live, build and learn  every possibility of what they can belive in and practice.

Spread your name without reason and knowledge without being asked or needed.

Maby one day peace will grip earth and we can all teach learn and help one another without barriers and do so happily just to convers and learn new things, pointless thing but knowledge of every thing from every perspective and every human being

Yea,
.     i miss the simple ****, not that I had it simple back when,
I was a kid with no parents, maby that would explain my appearance.
wearin baggy clothes and Wal-Mart shoes filled with holes.
Told the kids at school i was a gangster,  before i even watch gangland shows,
I knew i had a path so i never chose goin back.
Grew up just a little fast, knew more about the underground than anybody in class

Look,
      ....... I ran around with the wrong crowd,
Broke laws and snuck out, prided my actions based on if I got caught.
Taught myself how to act, stole what I needed, and always wore black.

...... I had a hard time with rules I compulsively acted a fool, stole food, smoked **** and did it all on my own cuz I'm cool.

...... black hoodie an a snap back, white boy with a chest tat, unforgettable
.

Yea...
.   listen....
.       i never had a decent position in witch to breath in.
got the genes of heathens deeply in seeded.
A product of underage teens breedin.
mother was a young fiend, decided to leave cuz she could see my understanding.
Father fled before he ever meet his son
who grew up thinkin he didint have one
a young boy yearned for affection but found addiction
An affliction given by wrongly driven individuals given a child to keep innocent
Wanted me to sleep and didint think of  the consequences
an only child grew up isolated from friends
Had a cousin he he loved but wasent allowed around enough because he knew to much.
knew more than they thought cuz early on he was taught the rules on keepin your mouth shut.

Its kinda like, how is this alright
It could be described as just bein life
Sad as it is same thing goes for alot of kids
could blame the parents but neglect breeds patients And exposure leads the mind to act older.

never pitty yourself for the lack of a shoulder
Grow your mind stronger and take bein pushed aside as a time to grow older
Don't live with regret even if you didint cause it  
Every moment you live is then reason to know you came to earth independent......

Be proud to grow up with out
ain't a reason to shout but when make it at least you know you didint cop out
and the world can't take **** away cuz everything you have today you built from the ground with bare hand and past full of white sound

Look,
      ....... I ran around with the wrong crowd,
Broke laws and snuck out, prided my actions based on if I got caught.
Taught myself how to act, stole what I needed, and always wore black.

...... I had a hard time with rules I compulsively acted a fool, stole food, smoked **** and did it all on my own cuz I'm cool.

...... black hoodie an a snap back, white boy with a chest tat, unforgettable menace to
.

Dear unknown, (s)
.      I won't use your name or hint to how we relate. Not cuz im afraid but cuz im real and **** is only talked by fakes. This is for one person no people and my whole state.
now that weve made the mud clear I have alot to say. so sit down and pay attention to what I Wright on this page.

     To start ill say that im not trying to blame, point fingers or hang anybody.

I wanna know why,?.... I put my hood up as i walk under lights. Can't say i won't  but i know i got some time before i die. So im creasin up my pants , fresh shirt first class flown from France, same shoes that i wore way back in class, i like wavin to the police  with my ******* like an angry bee stinger  im a hifey little ***, work every day but im still strapped for cash, dress like look like act like a business man, im the boss of some back ally business plans. Walk round town like a ****** gangster man. I got props from the big boss i handle business better than the mob. Never back down never run home to mom. Get my *** beat stand back on my feat cuz i ain't one to get robbed

from the bad lands i came  from the west i earned my name
till i drop i wont stop  ill stay  208 till i hit my grave

Look,
          in my homies ride i see through smoke half the time,
burnin down ounces faster than gas soaked houses.
catchin attention from every person we pass, reakin of grass
Police on our *** thick smoke makin em laugh,
can't hear **** over the bass,the knobs stuck on max.
Treble don't exist in this 96, playing instrumentals while i roll  joints thick with the flick of my wrist
This ain't our last ditch effort its what we doin daily *****
Black hoodie crew goes hard all black and red no blue

Every moment is forgotten...
We only see a blink of what  actually happened...
Snap shots flyin outta wagons
Memories were made but that was yesterday.
This second passed, while I was explainin time to yo ***...
Stare at the world and you'll see it change, but you'll only rember the begning and the end.
Furious fighters throw a hundred punches but you rember the big right hand....
the time they made you mad is a memory, driving the present that passes before we grip reality...

See what I mean to say is that, the life we experience is lost to our own ongoing experience. Life is 1 line not many. The world is round and spinning.....
So we don't look back we grip the rope and hope this race is worth winning because this blurr had pain and I forgot the beginning...
Can I forget the end?

Smoke white rocks, at midnight on new year's, Don't  sleep for 3 days, and then say I been awake since last year an watch conservatives run in fear. Hahahaha i love it when they scared. 2017

Yea.... Look.....
              Every lesson i learned burned me till it stuck in an hurt
Started out as a kid searchin for the place i fit in
Saw broken souls young and old   healed what i could, learned how it worked livin in sin
started playin games as a  way to train for a life in the game
Till one day an O.G showed me a mans brain splatered like rain on a dark night one may.

Keep it real..
dont just act like steal...
If you sayin that you down,
Better be ready for the **** that comes around.
Bluffin gets real thugs stuffin trunks with punks an fools that squeel
So you better know how down you is for real

Beatin ******* *** in class for trash talkin my broke *******
White trash on welfare and food stamps
Only ever held stolen cash, only ever busted stolen gats
But i seen a mansion and now i got all that.
**** lessons and tests, group discussions and packets
Im brillintly crimanaly insane and intend to be a **** so i stay  underground straight
Ima live till i wanna die, words only boss ****** get to live by
One shot 2 shot, im hit, your fine, ima live, you gon die.
Cant **** what you cant match in pride
Watch what you fly round me i roll unstraped Take no crap and **** all you mother ****** scraps.
Hope you like my rap dont talk crap.

My first breath was a gift, my soul shares a heart with death.
Machiavelli sculpted my brain with Picasso's plans for a perfect mess....
I was taught by instinct, I did every thing without thinking
Grew this idea in my head that I was meant to teach the morals people forget.
I drive my life on a wavy road, with my feet takin me where I needed my soul to go

I see how they starin, mean muggin like im Carin
Rollin in the cars that there parents gave em bumpin ****** music an callin it rap tryin act hard
thinkin that cuz I walk around town dressed different that they got the upper hand
But who wanna fight?...  anywhere and all the time?
Oh yea its that white guy came from the lame j-town talkin bout how how hes in a gang.
does drugs doesn't give a **** but what was his name? Oh Dennis drain
So you talkin bout the white guy who can really fight loves that **** so much he wakes up  every time he's in runnin distance. And while you ******* pullin 9s he's runnin up killin wit bare hands

If I ruled the world money would burn , I wouldn't rule **** cuz freedom would rain in a sudden storm.
I would spread the common knowledge lost in the modern world.
So that robotic followers of governmental rule can better see the blatant stupidity they've been following.
Allowing to control people due to there fear of individualism in the world.
I would show true democracy in its truest form.
I wouldt force laws across the country is would speak of intelligence and right from wrong.
Police would be gone and people would again be strong taking care of problems as the came on there own.
No leader with power over any person in any form.
Voices in Union would decide how to move on.
If we cant make decisions on our own maby it's time to end the world!
We're a majority stupid and reliant on others to think of opinions.
And that's sad we need to change what power people have

Wake me... before you leave
To say goodbye... at least
I hate all those memories,
Of when I'd fall asleep
You by my sideside I was lucky if you  holdin me right
Till I wokeand heard your ride
Even when I hurried out i

Throw my hoodie on...
an lace Up my stompin boots
My girls lightin me cigarette while I'm rushin for the door
She don't like it she just accepts what I do
Watchin as I run away outta view
Only thing she knows is that I'm a soldier
Just doin what soldiers do
If I don't come home she already knows that I'm either in the hospital jail or dead.
It ain't fair,
And probably weighs on her if she should have gotten knocked up with my kid