that heart of yours
that heart contains so much pain
pain from stuff you only know of
pain that needs to flee
flee from that heart
flee from those eyes
eyes flooded with tears
eyes hiding behind fear
fear of fading away
fear of no one caring
caring is all you do
caring is all i do for you
you need to calm down
you should trust me with your heart

go look in that mirror
that you hate for no reason
go gaze at that face
that exudes beauty
but sees dirt
that smiles
but tears stream down the face
go see in that mirror
the reason i wake up in the morning
go look
and please see
what beauty i have the luck to gaze upon
i hope you see
what i see
which is pureness
loveliness
gracefulness
purpose
go look in that mirror
that you now should love

complex questions
revolving around that head of yours
im here to answer
to comfort
to ease your flustered state
complex questions
so easy to answer
just ask
and i promise
to take away the frustration
just ask

can you hear the humming
the beating
the screaming
can you see the bruises
the cuts
the shame
can you see the dried tears
the fake smile
the mask
i hope you cant
you should be happy
and not brought down by me
i hope you cant
you've gone through enough
and you deserve more
i hope you cant
your too amazing
and i love to see you happy

i see whats happening in that young girls heart
pain and suffering
in that young girls heart
she cries herself to sleep at night
hoping each tear will wash the pain
instead it has rearranged
the feelings inside
so much happening in that young girls life
pain and suffering
in that young girls life
she wants to fly so far away
leaving the fear behind
the fear of losing her loved ones
the fear of breaking down
the fear of going too far
is in her heart
her heart is breaking
her heart refuses to heal
for it will only break again
for another pain
so much happening in that young girls dreams
flying away to a place so far away
leaving behind the ones she loves
leaving them without them feeling the pain
flying away
so far away
wanting to heal others pain
is in that young girls dreams

you've proven your point
now come back
you did this out of anger
sadness
unreasonableness
you've proven your point
which was an unfair point to make
now come back
i was beaten before
but dealt with it fairly
you've proven your point
that i'm not strong
now come back
how dare you prove that point
it was pure angst
and stupidity
i hate your reasoning
but you've proven your point
so im left here
without your comfort
or even your pain
im left here
from a girl
who has proven her ******* point

so much
in just 24 hours
so much
crap that just didn't need to happen
so much
of a ******* mess
so much
crying
so much
so so much
in 24 hours
so many
calls
so many
texts
so many
tears
so many
thoughts
so many
feelings
so many
so so many
things in 24 hours
too much
crap in this world
too much
of this old ****
too much
just way too much
i hate the past 24 hours