Dear friends,

Gone and present friends. Followers and leaders.
Lovers and haters.
My friends.
Some of you see through the rotted old mask
that i wear so proudly.
Some of you are blinded by the luminescent glow
of that rotted masks smile.
I love you all, my friends.
You are what make that mask fall to show the beast behind,
the tangled mess of a life.
My friends.
Nothing more can make me happy.
Nothing less could hold up the cost.
Dear friends, I thank you, and will forever thank you.
I love you all.

I want to see the eyes behind the mask
show the true being
behind that plastic molding
reveal your darkness
that lingers behind that smile
open the curtains to that deadly thing
that keeps you alive
open the face of what is true
what i want to see
is you

this world is not mine
or yours
we share this world
with many others
some are worth sharing
others
not so much
those who do not deserve
take more then needed
leaving the ones who has this deserving glory
to lay out with the trash
we share this world
with many others
and those who do not deserve to hold such greatness
should leave this world
leave
before they do more damage
to the ones who deserve our world

tip tap
you're tapping on the desk
in rhythm to an unknown song
snip snap
you open up in my hands
ready to be used
slish slash
you swing around
leaving a nasty mark
snip snap
you close in my hands
weird substance running down your side
tip tap
you beat on the desk
waiting for the possible snip snap

you promised another smile
giggle
hug
oh how i wanted that hug
how i will forever want that hug
you promised happiness
something you couldn't magically make happen
i promised you support
did i do okay?
i guess not
i hope your smiling
and giggling
and hugging
in a place that makes you happy

eyes strained
never looking away from screen
waiting for a response
that tiny little screen
giving me nothing
but impatience
the response takes its time
as my fingers start to tap
the screen still dark
as my eyes start to close
the screen still dark
as i wait for the response
nothing coming
i want
no
need to know
but the screen is still dark
as i drift to sleep
dreaming
of the response

souls rising day and night
but yours must stay
yours must never let go
hold on my angel
i'll reach for you
reach until my arms fall off
then i will join you
souls rising day and night
please hold on
squeeze till you can't anymore
don't give up my angel
i'll never let you go
you might as well stay
my sweet little angel