unheard happiness
unwanted anger
underestimated intimidation
unloving lies
undermining images
unfaithful source
unalterable devastation

take what you want
you've earned it
anything you see
... that one?... ok, interesting choice. please be very careful with it.
no no please dont rip it apart
no please no dont smash it
please stop... that hurts
why would you fake all of this?
do you take pleasure in all of this?
gah! stop please it hurts.
i hope your happy with what you've done.

brass wires
folding and twisting
the body
becoming unknown
the patient smile gone
the truth gone
enemies becoming friends
with a blink of an eye
the giving is not wanted by the receiver
hands worn
sweat dried
the giving is not wanted

too much
fencing around my thoughts
i miss the knowing
of what i wanted
but my thoughts
are lost
held captive by some mysterious creature
i want to be comforted
in the pleasure of knowing
what i want
i cant make up my mind
cant settle down the
riled animals that have been living in my mind
i feel lost
i feel discomfort
i feel that i dont know what i want to feel

i feel close
but im afraid
i feel the want
but im afraid
i sense the change
but im so so
afraid
the time is near
and im ******* afraid

ive had my fit
now its time
to grow up
i need to feel sad
but i need to enjoy
what i have now
and what all ive learned

how can you do this
leave
the way you did
how can you do this
not say goodbye
and not show your care
how can you do this
your gone
and i ******* hate it