Ylang Ylang: Poems

Sep 2020 · 54

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Ylang Ylang Sep 2020

A man walking thru
Bridge over the road
Is the same as Alexander
the Great
-brain rapidly revolving-
**** all the awoken

Sep 2020 · 48

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Ylang Ylang Sep 2020

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A kid is fascinated
And tries to mimic the nonchalance
Of adult's signature.

Sep 2020 · 56

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Ylang Ylang Sep 2020

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To be wounded
by meteorite

Jun 2020 · 92

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Ylang Ylang Jun 2020

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Music is Magic
Poetry is alchemy
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Jun 2020 · 84

Equinox

Ylang Ylang Jun 2020

Equinox

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Butterflies are beautiful
Night moths are
Beautifully mysterious.

Now, back again
to my worm state.
The Oak at crossroads
Hollow at one site
Spiders have spun
Their cobwebs
There.

Butterflies are beautiful
Night moths are
Beautifully mysterious.

Now back again
To my worm state.
A giant summer bug
Has flown into hair.
I heard the music and then...

Butterflies are beautiful
Night moths are
Beautifully mysterious

Jun 2020 · 68

‌ ‌ Crossroads

Ylang Ylang Jun 2020

‌ ‌ Crossroads

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A coin
Is like the Moon
A circle
Loses its value
In the night
***** hands
weighting
***** nails
A world
In a hand
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Jan 2020 · 73

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Ylang Ylang Jan 2020

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Won't you give me a curse
and tear my eyes?
I've seen the demons
green slink grin
Lean through roofs
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Jan 2020 · 72

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Ylang Ylang Jan 2020

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Being put down
Into dark hole
The soil shall hiss
And steam

To make the stone
Move
Oh, the pavement
It flows
It flows
Flows
Right under our
feet
It feels so right
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Jan 2020 · 59

‌ ‌‌ ‌Fragilé

Ylang Ylang Jan 2020

‌ ‌‌ ‌Fragilé

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I like art that sacrifices a part of its
technical aspects in exchange for
crude expression
of raw, animal-like emotion
that break the bonds of the form. The
result may seem even ugly for some,
but in fact, it reaches entirely new
qualities.
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Jan 2020 · 79

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Ylang Ylang Jan 2020

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I really like neons, but their light
gives some kind of melancholic feeling
that I find hard to describe
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Dec 2019 · 175

‌Eye-sea, eye am

Ylang Ylang Dec 2019

‌Eye-sea, eye am

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   I could own it
   But I will not
   No,
   certainly
   not yet

   To act like a statue
    from time
    to time.
   Only need to
   want it
   Play it bold
   Tread like a statue
   before the audience
   Play it bold
    Then leave.
     It's easy
     so easy,
     Take life easy

     Eye-sea
     Eye am

         ◯

Nov 2019 · 203

‌ ‌The messenger

Ylang Ylang Nov 2019

‌ ‌The messenger

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‌The room on fire
‌ ‌fires, flames, burning
‌ ‌A young man rushes through
‌ ‌-A war-time lover
‌ ‌Few decades later to
‌ ‌be recalled, by his girl
‌ ‌-Old lady, by then-
‌ ‌He dances, runs amidst
‌ ‌the flames
‌ ‌coat swirling
‌ ‌"freedom!"
‌ ‌he yells
‌ ‌"freedom!"
‌ ‌yells everything
‌ ‌bells
‌ ‌winter winds
‌ ‌turn day to night
‌ ‌a ship sinking
‌ ‌movie tape running
‌ ‌and running
‌ ‌in an empty
‌ ‌hall
‌ ‌cinema set ablaze
‌ ‌    Mirrors now
‌ ‌ 7 of them
‌ ‌or I can't see the rest
‌ ‌    I'm not sure
‌ ‌ sounds meandering
‌ ‌     need the rest
‌ ‌  don't forget the flower
‌ ‌       follow the footsteps
‌ ‌ stay on search

‌ Finally
‌ I can recognize
‌ my reflection
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Sep 2019 · 157

Lie in the ice

Ylang Ylang Sep 2019

Lie in the ice

The Thief of Gems
wouldn't you come
  over
    here?
       Look straight
into the hollow eye of time
into the hollow eye of time
          over here
    it's over, it's over
    The Thief of Time
     over here, over

       Lie! Lucifer!
           Freeze.
       Lie in the ice

Aug 2019 · 128

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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R., stay away
Watch OUT
The Big Blue, red

Aug 2019 · 168

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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Objects move unseen
off the scene

Aug 2019 · 116

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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To know the dark sides of
Each one of us.
We would get along, together,
pretty well, everyone. You know?

Aug 2019 · 96

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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A dance worth a lifetime.
What's a moment of an endless joy
Traded for eternity of torment?
Of hell?
For one

Aug 2019 · 107

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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One drag
for one person
into night sky

Aug 2019 · 107

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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The frown flooded the face,
A grim cellular crown.
Guess we'll have to wait,
Just wait
Till the moon moves

Aug 2019 · 148

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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The local ******
suddenly had pink hair

Aug 2019 · 120

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Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

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An accident happened
A person got hit by a car
A priest leaped out of nowhere
Salvating the soul of the dying man

Aug 2019 · 132

‌‌ movies

Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

‌‌ movies

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        Movies don't convey to real life.
     Romanticism isn't alive. In fact,
     it wasn't even alive in the past.
     It only remains inside heads of
     the sickened ones.
     Witful and vibrant conversations
     don't happen over the course of
     our dull, primitive days.
     Those who understand it
     are bless'd
     Lustful stares, funny accidents
     and bold events
     -Never manifest.
     Those who gullibly await'em
     Tired eyes, fake smiles
     End up stomped
     Gnashed, mangled
     By some
     h a m m e r
     Hitting hard
     Hitting bad
     Hitting fast.
     Ha ha
     Bang-bang
     Bye bye

     Movies destroy'd
   My mind and behaviour

Aug 2019 · 114

‌ ‌Alone in the universe

Ylang Ylang Aug 2019

‌ ‌Alone in the universe

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Old damaged hands
Moving barely in tired hope.
End everything magnificently
Like a twenty-seven.
The feeling of skin
Warmth, hair
& scent and breath
And this weird kind of trust
The wind's blowing fast
A hope it would last

Jul 2019 · 154

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Ylang Ylang Jul 2019

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4 0 12 0 987 555

(f)eaeaeerrr
The R.O.B.E.S
black.     Fear
Fehar. The sun-lit eyes
(drawnonthem)
drawn on them.
A feeling. Like it is all
now, no was / is -
sounds w/ smells
     (...)
walk people, Walk
this child, that child
me-'s-you-child's
3x (O(?) O(?) (  )(?) ) → ?

Saucerstreamsaw
wasmetrace

‌ Follow me.

Jun 2019 · 282

Possibilities / everything

Ylang Ylang Jun 2019

Possibilities / everything

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So it is clear now
that you have access
To these horrible
wells. And the foul
stenchful beings that
dwell in them.
You can pull out the
tattered flags from there
and wave their
Black fabric
in the sunlight.
Mystic cool wall, waterfall thundering
Everything can be done.
There are no limitations
Endless landscapes, realms
Kingdoms full
of e n e r g y.
Endless number of
entities.
The Consciousness.

May 2019 · 160

Under the summer sun

Ylang Ylang May 2019

Under the summer sun

Ripe and splendid,
  the summer day
In luscious sun
  - the trees they sway
These worlds await.

Ether winds caress,
  Stroke the strings
of fleeting time
  While I sleep,
While it all flies
                     & lies

Under the summer sun,
Under the summer sun.

May 2019 · 177

Doom. ‌

Ylang Ylang May 2019

Doom. ‌

Every step we manage
to take       - doomed
Birds chirping at the
daybreak  - doomed
Smile &
      Flame  - doomed

   So,

How can we dance
When the birds are dead?

Bloom the carnivals
when the souls - unfed?

Pure white rabbit
in tar-thick dread
Lost his gold,
                 & bled

Apr 2019 · 579

‌ Vain.

Ylang Ylang Apr 2019

‌ Vain.

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Vein.
Vain.
Name.
Vain.
Same.
Insane.

...rain?

Mar 2019 · 161

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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Your fears
Seep thru your words
Like captivating worms

Mar 2019 · 163

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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I'm the abyss.
Toss the metal ring into the river
   Bottles shattered on the boulevard
    The stench. The mirror house.
     Break the mirrors, shards in hair
    Poor girl's mind

Mar 2019 · 123

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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The clench of fist.
Veins, tendons, bones.
Alive.

Mar 2019 · 333

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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Movies destroy'd my mind & behaviour.
Remove the basic elements that form me
                   (where are we at now)
  Time to hide. It all froze.
        (the bird's bones on winter ground)

                   ( She's a demon girl

  Feeling - a puppet being pulled in every direction
               a material getting tired out, and tired out

      Stone streets leather boots fog rain smoke

  Muted music in the building can be heard

      11 pm.

                                   (a bird flew by)
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Mar 2019 · 115

‌ Sam's dinner

Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

‌ Sam's dinner

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Ground rat meat mixed with its ****
Bird bone pudding with bird bones and feather shafts
Blood-jelly bowl
and orange chunks in it
All that eaten in front of crimson
spring sunset sky full of light.
Pea green gray pasta with eyeballs(cut them,
oozes out)
Blake's feces with candles(wax) in rosemary water
Scorched meat, fried fingernails and finger spring rolls
with mashed strawberries
And golden chain necklace & jewelry
In slime & smoke in the final
of these gruesome dishes - (...)

Mar 2019 · 129

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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The way she looked at me
The way they rocked with us
                        flocked with us
                        and mocked us

The green wall.
Sockets with eyes in it
Saying:
"I can't describe her"
Merely at the surface
"The way her hair..."
Storm us at the waking.
St orm us S toa t waking t h  e
t Storm I'm  letting everything t h
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Mar 2019 · 313

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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& forests surrounding)

The hero of our tale
stood by the crystal clear
dark mountain lake,
and saw a reflection
of himself in the cold water.
And what he saw was true.

(a cool, fresh wind was blowing)
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Mar 2019 · 424

‌ ‌'thing'

Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

‌ ‌'thing'

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Marble is there for
people to smell its wet surface. So are the forests, moss, bark, trees; Wet. For us to look at their surface in sunlight falling at certain angle

Wet, cool droplets falling on the rocks
All insects, snails, pollens, mosses etc.
part in this process

Let the water do its thing, and
fall, calmly, in rhythm, on rocks

Mar 2019 · 247

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Ylang Ylang Mar 2019

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Infinite opposites, contrast to the character,
angles. Slicing the character(object) into millions of layers

Then these layers are to be investigated
in entire spectrum of light by the observer, a curious,
precise scientist. The adept of air, fire, earth and water
dwelling high atop the tower - Wisdom house; the Temple of Elements.

Feb 2019 · 212

‌‌ ‌Milky Way

Ylang Ylang Feb 2019

‌‌ ‌Milky Way

What does it even
mean
to be dead?

Feb 2019 · 123

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Ylang Ylang Feb 2019

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Went to an old abandoned house,
Chilly, wooden, dark & vacant
I stoked up the fire

the heat went up.

Jan 2019 · 582

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Ylang Ylang Jan 2019

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Adorn my shatter'd skull
with mandala
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Nov 2018 · 216

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Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

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Rusty bullet went through my thoughts
in a windy haze of mind.
Taken aback, I turned my head
To see a figure of a bandit,
With his smoky gun held high,
Pointing straight into my eye
   A duellist
                an invader
A ghost straight from borderlands
Relentless soul
coming after me

Nov 2018 · 196

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Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

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I watched it all
Sink calmly
Into december night sky
Like a turning page

Magical mesmerization
Of icy stars
Glittering in frozen time
Stay here, be in it
Fade low, dark
Let the time run
Through the crystalline web

Nov 2018 · 573

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Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

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Meaning of accomplishment?
To get a title of "Mad Genius"

"Such personality couldn't have formed
in a single lifetime."

   -He said, as the other one
was lying in bed,
squirming and mumbling
outside, blooming inside
                       feeling sizes,
colours, seeing things that can't be seen.
Ha! This cave is   i n f i n i t e!
Aren't we                   All mad?

Nov 2018 · 255

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Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

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The succulent universe withers
Weird flowers bloom
In strange atomic realms.
Have you ever seen Starbuzz?
       Or touched any of
                               the Strings?
-don't take me too deep.
   Be careful. We're in the
    core of everything now

Nov 2018 · 160

Grey Land

Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

Grey Land

Stay quiet, don't stand out
Or you'll be punished by
Tall faceless angels

Rupture the shell.
The light's in there
Leaking out,
Pure, divine

Nov 2018 · 1.9k

Tricky fate

Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

Tricky fate

A child was seen in the water, bathing joyfully
So was Ophelia - drowning; insane
A ship voyaging vast sea
Or a galleon scatter'd
by the raging waves of dark storm

Nov 2018 · 181

‌ ‌~Suns~

Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

‌ ‌~Suns~

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Black petals.
I watch you fall
             down.

"I is the mountaine!
   I are the spirit of the Sierra"

Send him under.
End the horrible
years of
stone slumber

Now, the rain clouds
Weave
the thunder

He's a walking mayhem

   The nubes pass above
    Orange desert rocks

Nov 2018 · 252

Obsession

Ylang Ylang Nov 2018

Obsession

"Separate,
purify,
reunite."
-J.D. Morrison, "The Lords"

Now, girl, you can see
You've dreamt about love
And you've dreamt about ******
You've dreamt about
all this stuff.
You've been obsessed
with the power of sexuality
All the ideas and concepts
Have been flooding your mind

Now, girl, pick the scattered glass
from the pool of thick, dense blood
(sound of crumbled glass
as opposed to viscous
bloodness of blood)

You've
Kind of
Found yourself
In this crazy whirlpool

Oct 2018 · 442

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Ylang Ylang Oct 2018

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No evil is meant for any being
No harm is meant to be done

Where are all these angels?
Dancing and laughing, and treading
With hair soft and bright as light itself?

Oct 2018 · 149

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Ylang Ylang Oct 2018

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You ran into the night
And I know, I'll never
See you again