Blow the candles all out,
Fashionably late
Your the one with the tie,
Oh your hair looks great.

Guess who's birthday
Guess who's birthday

Have you seen the birthday boy?
In the basement why is that?
Oh well  present time guys let's go surprise
Come on dear you will hold the cake

Guess who's birthday
Guess who's birthday

Oh my God get him down!
Move the chair and cut the strings!
I can't feel a pulse, check his heart if he's still breathing...

Guess who's birthday
Guess who's birthday

I just don't get it
Oh wait I get it
No wait!!!
What you mean I don't need you??!!
I don't ..
I mean I do...!!!
Stop your going to fast
Well fine pack your stuff
I can finally get you out my head.
What's what...that
Just some pills I take what's it matter to you
Why are you still here!!
Aghhhhhhhh
I can scream if I wannt
Well shut uuuuup !!!!!!!
Stop just stoooop everything!!!!!
Ima be alright
Will I be alright oh yeah I'm fine
I'm fine  I'm fine
I'm finnnne!!!
Do you here those voices??!!!
They won't!!!!!
...Leave


.........hello?

Build my mind then the flood came, Loss more then I ever gain.
Drenched clothes from the compromised waves.
How cold the drips of change!
Everything I am once again caving in,
If I stay I'll drown in this place..
As I watch from a distance it breaks and crumbles
Under the sea I found out it's all mud
I'm tired of making sand casltes and Caves
All I wanna do is live in love

I don't want to
I rather not
I hate to
What's the point
You gotta point why?
It keeps my hands tied
And all the words out my mouth is "well I tryed"
Walls close in on this side
Once again ima leave without a trace,
I hate to trace back in what I made
I rather not listen to the try's that I say
It's not that I don't want to,
...wait yes it is I don't wanna stay in this lustful place I made.

It follows me it follows me,
Why you follow me?
I can't run to fast or go to slow without it following me..
The funny thing is I should be chasing it,
I should be...
It let's  me know, it let's me know
It won't let me be...why you want me?
I can't go so high or go so low without it flying high or going deep..
And The funny thing is I should be embracing it,
I need to be....
I need you please I need you please
Please run to me.
And the funny thing became my serious refuge
When I stopped and waited for you..
I'm glad you came to join me
Because foreal I couldn't do nothing without you
Mercy...
Don't leave me don't leave me
Please I need you

I heard love was blind, But he came and sat with me..
Oh his voice was satisfied and his presence was like wine.
He said "Did they hear?"
I said heard what?
"He said did they hear about me..?"
I um I don't know my love..
"Oh my zeal speak oh zeal speak of me!"
I will...
But if they don't listen to me...?

Slowly he arose and said "some say I'm blind but hear on earth your my eyes so I can see, so let me be your mouth so they will hear me when you speak."

I heard love was blind but now I can see,
That I'm satisfied cause he speaks threw me while I sip his presence like a drink.

I've been cursed out of light,
The angels followed me.
All the words that I said,
They just gathered to look at me!
I became all got and all I got wasn't me,
All these demons I adopt as my angel came to see,
He left without a remark ...
Why would you do this to me!
I'm in darkness now
I'm the darkness now
But I can go where he be
I can sit where he feeds!
Who is his creation
Maybe just maybe
I can make them .....
....like me.

.....let's see

Wanna- bes are wanna-bes never be that.
Cause there the ones that go to sleep but wake up different.

Patience is patient so it waits, forgiveness is light while in the dark unforgiveness holds weight.

Who you are is Great that makes Greatness,
Not knowing that is like a misconception.

Rushing like water the Sun light drips on me..
All the days that we had was the word slow but now it change to suddenly.
Bubbling thoughts of I don't want to go back to who i was..... basically.

Who am I?
Who are you?
There's smoke and I can't see you..
Who am I? ..and what does it want from me?
A call from the deep,
And it's inside me.
My words are sparks and my hands are hot
Soon ill be a walking blaze
This fire is like a soothing grace
Lava leaking from my being as I don't fight for I know it's better to be with what is consuming me.

Don't worry I'll be fine,
Wipe the dust off of me.
Oh those tears will go away,
Look away won't you please!

This is personal
This is personal
Even if your my reflection to...

I just sweep it under the rug,
When the hurt turns to pain.
Oh those wounds will go away,
Will you stop looking at me !

This is personal
This is personal
Even if I'm ashamed to know...

I here it all the time,
Christian you need me.
Oh I'm sorry for all the time,
Oh please mirror look at me!!

Your my personal,
Your my personal,
Don't you know you are the only one who strengthen me...

I've built a Bridge
All of my strength  can not cross over.
I stand at the edge
The end of a road I have followed
Sinking!
From the weight of my own world
Wanting!
The waves of your ways to wash  my feet.

Healing water
Healing water
Solace flows
Through the river of forgiveness to my soul
Oh, I need you
Healing Water


Pour over me
Water to clean all my intentions.
Baptizing stream
I swim in the freedom of redemption.
Floating on the sea of purity.
Knowing i can dive in the love that rescues me.

I'm at a lost for words Theirs nothing to say,
I sit in silence wonder "what lead me to this place"?
how did my heart become so lifeless and cold
...where did the Passion go?

When did all my efforts seem like chasing the wind,
i used up all my strength and theirs nothing left to give
I've Lost the feeling and I'm numb to the core.
...I can't fake it anymore.

"Here i am at the end i'm in need of resurrection"

You speak and all creation fall on its knees,
you raise your hand and calm the ways of the raging sea
you have a way of turning Winter to spring!
Make something out of all this suffering

I never knew what i would do if anybody try to take you away,
and your beautiful boy won't wait for you because hes busy with the stars and the Fame.

And i don't know why i breath its taking to long for me,
Can we speed up the process Please!
or show me the one i need

I need somebody...Someday crazy enough to tell me
i will love you till we, till we are buried
Our  bodies ...our bodies buried  close together

in the Cemetary weather...

where should I begin... the time i blow the pleasure it gets but I can't wait
for the end.

Then again yes I can, that's pepsie he drinking mixed with alittle of friends.

Speaking of friends where have you been? Well I've been growing up and your
road has just begun.

Memories heard better stores then this I've torn chapters of life just cause i know how it ends..
Picking the pages up and putting them back in the book, I tape your face and i glued my thoughts
there so i will learn and live.

I'm a king untangling the things that would make me just a prince, when you see this me and time became so intimate it blows me and it carries my generation but eternity will always birth this.

I know who you are, skip the introduction...
Last night was so innocent, till you came and interrrrrupted!

Talking to my ignorance, in this place all the time i feel stupid.

You say your such a nightmare ya  whatever...
I wake up with my demon there, iknow his name is pleasure.

They praise the same God i do so what's different?
Im safe on this side of purity they use trojan.

There eyes piece me, and there words are swords.
There Fingers still tease me..
As i hold my mind, tears just won't come.
No..No I'm stronger then that,
but all the time i look back
I got ***** by my tries,
My second guess was sodimized.