For the record
I didn't know we were keeping
I always loved you

And for the record
I didn't know we were keeping
If I hurt you
You hurt me too

And for the record
I didn't know we were keeping
You may have hated my mind
But I hated you

Because I loved you
But I couldn't say a thing
Because you loved her
And you and I were
Something

I think love may be finding that perfect little thing to show someone you've been listening
and that you were thinking of them

And if that's love
I hope one day
I stop finding
those perfect
little things
for him

It doesn't matter if I'm enough
It doesn't matter I don't see you enough
It doesn't matter if I've had enough
Getting to the next day
Is enough

Too bad un oeuf costs so much today
And I don't have enough to give
Or care enough to convince myself
Enough is worth the pain of
Getting through today

i need them more than they need me
I text first and often repeatedly

I share about my day, my thoughts,
My dreams
Or more like my nightmares

And all they do is push like. Push heart.
Push haha. Push !!

No words. No outreach.
No more friendship
No more
No

So what if I love him
That doesn't mean my life is over

I just have to find some way
To get closure

Sometime i wonder what's healthier
How to cope best

People stand aghast at my oldest method
Thinking anything is better instead

But in the long run
A little cut won't **** me

But drinking night after night
A dependency that's crept up on me
Is harder to fight

Which will **** me faster?
Which can i handle and master?
Before my life turns to disaster

Something doesn't feel right
And I wonder if I have time