I should feel more excited
and even though currently I am
I know it will not last
Once the night is over
reality sits back in
one more night of freedom
one more night to go out
one more night I can afford
not to worry, no doubt
"Live in the moment"
but how can one do that
when everything pulls me back
and nothing but one thing pulls me forward
From a past I miss
to a future I dream
can this excitement
really last
more then tonight?