F One day I will share the meaning behind the words I write with someone special, but until then, the meaning will be whatever the reader takes away from it.
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Slowly Everything has been slow except a gifted mind and now everything is moving like a bullet train How I keep up is a mystery in its own But slowly just like a snail everything is falling into place the right place and the correct clicks are heard This tower that has been shaky has now the base I needed to launch and hope I can strap in and hold on as it takes off
Because I can't control my past Because I can't stop my spirals Because everyone has left me Because people are scarred of me Because inside I am a total mess Because I barely hold myself together Because I constantly am reminded of what happened Because I was told I have to high standards Because every guy used me Because I don't know how to control myself "Anxiety"
Why must this idea be caged Why must I be tormented with the knowledge Why can I not just let it flow like it did before Why must it be unscalable wall I am faced to see Why must this story be so hard to write Why have I fallen out of love with my characters Why can't I write like I use to
"Why did you do all of this? What was your driving force to create this?"
"I wanted to give my children the world I dreamed and escaped to, because dragons could be defeated with a sword or food, and a kingdom needed a hero to praise."
Your image but a blur the years skewing the memories But I still look for you The boy I met in the caffiteria The teen I dated The man I fell in love with
If only it could have been simple So sweet to a puppy love or high school romance but I know what we had what I felt was deeper then just what was seen
even as the years tick by I still look for your angle wings I still look for my little shadow who wanted to be you I still look for love that you let me taste so sweet so kind you accepted me for me and I for you despite you telling me you were not worth it
My angle my twin flame my soulmate shall I ever find a love like that again? or will your names be the one that haunts my lips?