Writing of the Unknown

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2021

Love?

Can I be loved?
Am I defective?
Is there someone dreaming of me?
Are you going to leave like the rest?

Can you love me?

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2021

Fear

You controlled my childhood
Scarred I would be alone
Scarred of what home would be like after school
Scarred that
no one could love me

Now you have your hold me once more
The unknown possibilities
All magical
All terrifying
All too high for me...

You control my dreams
And make walking up a hassle.

But remember this

Once the cracks appear
Once the chance is given
You will not control me
And I will be free from you
once again

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2021

Past Lovers

My heart longs for you
My mind recalling the moments we shared
The sweet small kisses
the passionate touch your hands had

I shared a part of my soul with you
I gave you my world to hold
and cherish
I wanted you to keep it safe

But you dropped it
and it shattered against the floor

My world was shattered, and you ran away
leaving me to clean up the mess
you made

I do not resent you
I do not hate you
I do not wish you harm

I thank you
because I learned how to put my world back together
and I learned how to stand on my own

When I finally find the one
who will not drop my world
but instead, hold it close and keep it warm

I will tell him of you
and how you broke me
so I could be whole for him instead

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2021

Story

I have the plot
The main characters
The villain

a perfect story
of love
and fear
and faith

yet every time I try to write it
I can not

so the perfect story
remains hidden

in a mind
forever to be hidden

Writing of the Unknown Sep 2021

The End

A raging fire that filled my lungs for years
Guided me through difficult times
My only friend when the world left
The one I turned to cheer up
Or when I wanted a good laugh

Friends and animals
All making their mark on my heart
My mind
My soul

So many years they were there.
Giving me hope about the world
Making me look at it differently
Giving me an escape when it crumbled

And now it’s over
The finals words typed
And a single promise
To be there when called
Forever and always
“The sun always comes back.”

They created me
It shaped me into the person I am
And now it’s over
Their stories are at an end

No more quests
No more hosts
No more doomsday’s
No more celebrations

Just a simple
The end
In an amazing world
Intertwined perfectly
And able to stand the test of time

Thank you for the memory’s
The laughs
The tears for those that fell

Thank you for being my friend
And let me take this journey with you.

Thank you
For
The end

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2021

Never Going To Happen

The thought of love
is wanted by all

Some wish it sweet and carefree
where others wish for a safe place to fall
but all wanting the same four-letter word

love

I, however, wish for something else
I wish for truth
not love

looking for love
has made it almost impossible to trust words
when the actions hurt worse

Still looking
Still dreaming

dreaming of falling in love with a Star
A star who would make all my problems finish
A star
who doesn't know I exist

The thoughts bring me hope
I hope that I might find love one day
I hope that there is someone out there
just waiting for me

"Wish upon a star, and your dreams will come true."
A star falling into my lap and loving me till I draw my last breath?
That will certainly
Never happen

but it does leave a smile on my face
even if just for a moment

Writing of the Unknown Aug 2021

To My Twin Flame

you are human
Yet also a friend
a comrade
a protector
and my lover

My heart aches for your touch once more
the sweet words you whispered in my ear
when all I could see was a broken world
the Warmth of your arms as they wrapped around me

The security in knowing I was safe
safe in your arms
as our hearts beat as one

But fate is a cruel poker player
as just as quickly as I found you once again
I lost you

I lost you to simple human desires
as the wind took you far away

I still remember when we met once more
I had grown since our first encounter
I had scars you did not know off
and I had memories of people you despised

But you didn't age
you stayed the same
and got lost in the rush of the thrill

Fate made it clear that day
that this life was not to be with you

I made you this promise before that I still hold dear
No matter where
No matter when
I will always come back to you
My twin flame

burn bright
burn for me
and I will see you in the next lifetime