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A feeling that is hard to describe
The mind so use to running
Now just crawls by
Every thought is vividly clear
Instead of being a blur in the wind
Does this last forever
Or am I the one getting slow?
Time is seen in the fading scars,

The understanding of the pain one felt,

The memories haunt them,

But slowly, they are getting better,

They didn't notice,

Until their first thought after pain,

Wasn't to make a new scar.
Her day is the same

Wake up
Get dressed
Put on the mask
Head out for the day

A simple item
you would never is how she hides in plain sight

Her hair pulled back.
Her smile shown
But her mind a prison.

Every day she hides behind her mask
Until she is alone

Only then she takes it off
and allows the pain to flow down her face

Her self worth shot to hell
Her beauty uncomparable
Her mind challenges those twice her age

But no one can see
how well she uses her mask
to hide from the world
Rising high
Burning bright

Simple phrases
Simple lyrics

unknown the impact
that it will have

Simple songs
change into lifesavers
Classic melodies
create life

Messages through a screen
ripple through lives of the unknown

Simple star
Hidden among the rest

But burns just bright enough
to help someone find their flashlight
***
It is not a disease
It is not a disability
It is not a disorder

I am different

Just like everyone else
My difference can be seen by the naked eye

This difference is simple

You and I don't see the world the same
but isn't that what also makes me human?

So why does this A word make you look at me differently then
If no one sees the same world
when they look around?
Try hard
get good grades
Be smart
and you'll be successful in life

That's what they said.
Not knowing the damage this would cause

Smartest of the class
is last to apply to jobs

Those that don't try
struggle in life

but no one knows the pain of the averages
the ones who weren't the smartest
but they tried
the ones who had to work hard
because school wasn't natural

Those struggle to find jobs
but they find something
expect one

the youngest
the one who tries their hardest in school
and stays up studying material
while balancing life

but because of a number
they are pushed aside
and their classmates take the opportunity available

"Don't judge people."
"Don't look down on people."
"Don't discriminate."

but you did
when you said I was too young
The music plays
Her body moves
All eyes on her

The attention drives her.
Lust her second name
Her conquests being across all.

Each one thrills her for the night
but leaves her cold in the morning
Her heart aching silently

The prison she created
It keeps her heart protected
but leaves her money as revenge

A man knocked down her walls
understood her pain
Warmed her in the morning

Life being vengeful
killed the man she loved
her passion dying with him

The attention now is her poison
as she lets men have her body
but her heart cold and alone

Once more
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