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Willie Jul 2019
I crave attention
And all the things I don't get
I crave feeling
Like I belong where I am

I want
What I can't have
I need
Something or someone

I don't know
What I need
Less what I want
Or how to get it

I can't express
My feelings without
Feeling like I'm oversharing
Being in the way

I feel lost
Alone
I need
Someone or something

To give meaning
To make me feel
Wanted
To give me reason

At least vision
Of what I'm
Supposed to do
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Willie Jul 2019
Why won't my eyes stay open
Why won't they close
Restless sleep
Haunted consciousness

I just want peace
But my thoughts
Haunt my dreams
I need release

No rest for the wicked
No rest for the weary
No rest at all
No sleep since last fall

My body feels cold in the heat of summer
I spend my days not feeling at all
I'm still reminded despite my efforts
Of my last call

My soul is chased around my body
By my heart and my mind
Running over my feelings
A feeling with words I cannot bind

Only an outline of the story
I wish to tell
Words like pieces
My soul I sell

To tell these parts of broken memory
From my side alone
Truly alone
Yet to see someone else's

Pieces
In front of my eyes
All I've seen are glimpses
Of pieces that I won't fit

I do not belong
To this puzzle
I am just
A piece without peace
Willie Jun 2019
Moonlit skies
Faded streetlights
A foggy road
Peaceful

But lonely
Why?

Why do I suddenly
feel so alone
Is it because I'm getting older
or just me

This used to be
a happy place
My aesthetic
Now I sit here alone
Willie Jun 2019
The city lights sparkled
And glimmered
Like the night sky
You were the moon

I bathed in your light
Only for a short while
Felt your touch
Till daylight stole it away
Willie Jun 2019
I need someone
to show me the way
to hold my hand
and lead me astray

to drag my heart along
for a ride of its life
to tear it apart
and show me what it's made of

I need a muse
motivation
I need pain
I need to feel

the past is getting old
its feelings grow stale
numb
they pale

in comparison
to fresh feeling
fresh blood bleeding
from an open wound

I need to feel
good
wanted
and unwanted all the same

Raw feelings
feel so good
hurt so bad
they are necessary
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