Are these emotions misplaced?
Has it been present all along?
I wish we could find out
Maybe we will
Just not together

Another night of nosebleeds
Yet another way to fiend
Is it it a lost cause to find
A way
Am I lost cause?
Please find a way
To make

Things get better
When I’m unaware

3 hours of nothing
Wide awake and aching

When I go will you even miss me?
Missed calls
Missed opportunities
To grow
Together
But it’s no longer my problem
Is it?
I’ve done everything I can
Maybe one day we’ll find each other again
But for now
It’s best
I find my way out
And pursue someone that has the time
To grow with me
The way I tried
With you

We used to be mates
now we’re cell mates
This house is just a place we sleep
This bed is just another place we read

A Prison
Pending release

You used to be so sentimental
I would sing your words with jealousy
But that’s on me

Songs mean a lot when songs survive

Idle time away
Consume the day
And find a reason
To drift away

Is your humility a crown or a carpet

These things were never meant for me
And I ache from clawing at the ground
As time pulls me away from those moments
Anything to stay
Anything to numb
Anything to encourage ignorance

Anything to to avoid being alone

All I want to do
Is survive the cold today
and drink with you