No no, I'mm fine, it's just that the tears in my eyes do sting,
No no, I'm alright, it's just that my cries are a little to often,
No no, I'm okay, it's just that lately everythings just become heavy,
No no, I'm still good, I just have to leave behind these excess baggage

Let'***** that reset button,
Give it another chance,
Stop my time from moving on,
Let me enter an eternal trance,

To come back as someone better,
Someone a little bit happier,
Someone that can smile with ease
Someone better than me please.

"Pain is a weapon from a broken heart,
A  reason to change when things have fallen apart,
Or it may simply be a force to make you wake up
And accept that sometimes, you're just not enough"

Hello it's me, I'm the heavy reality
Im hard to swallow and accept
I keep you safe from fantasy
Someone you long for but can never get.

Hello it's me, I'm the ideal fantasy
Im the best scenario you want
I keep you entertained from reality
Think of the best scenario that enters your thought

Hello it's me, it's your whole mentality
As you escape reality by embracing your fantasy
The great escape thats only temporary
That is the only salvation in a world being walked by me

This is not a plea for love, not in the slightest,
This is a cry to stay where I am right now,
To not grow up and face my problems,
To stay cooped up in matress,

But it's not because I'm comfortable where I am,
It's not the reason for this wish of mine,
It's just that my heart has already sunk to its lowest point,
And the pain just keeps bringin me to my knees unable too get up,

So just let me stay here so I can bother no one,
Let me stay sleeping alone,
Let cry my eyes out as I lay here in my bed,
Dreaming about a life I don't have and the end of the life that i do

It's not the amount of time I spent
Or the pain that my heart has felt
It's just the tears that has run down my cheeks
That make the memory of you so bleak

I've probably already told myself a hundred times,
But it's not easy having a stubborn mind
I'm becoming numb every single time
Why do I always feel empty inside

My life's not great, but it's not the worst
And yet I still feel that somehow,Maybe I'm cursed
Or maybe i'm just overreacting about the problems I have
I hate that I feel like I'm fighting this battle alone,

Maybe it's not the amount of problems at hand
But the lack of support I currently have
Maybe I'm just a weak building that's not sturdy enough,
To carry the pain and misery I'm feeling right now

All I know is i'm a bit tired of everything and everyone around me
All I know is that the feeling I have right now, its not happy,
I would change my life if I would be given another
Or if I could restart my life again, I'd end it earlier