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Nameless May 2014
I'm meeting my mom today
What a shame to put on this day
I wait awhile
with a sign pinned to my shirt
But what I wish to do
Is crush it in the dirt
Time goes by
And
Time went
...
I went back home
With the charred remains of the sign
That I lit a fire in the parking lot
...
I walk into my room
Kick off my shoes
And I hear my dad at the door
Asking If I'm alright
...
I won't cry, or even talk about her.
...
It's not like she would actually come to see me.
I no longer matter to her...
Nameless May 2014
I'm going to try and stop.
Must find a new way to release my pain.
...
Nameless May 2014
I did it again.
{The bad thing}
Turning my pain
into liquid once again.
...
I felt at ease,
As I wrote on the wall,
In blood it read.
...
{I want to turn my pain into liquid}
it's only a matter of time,
Before the poor soul,
finds my message.
...
{On the bathroom wall}
Nameless May 2014
I am not alone, not alone
Each time i feel alone
I feel someones presence
Slowly she comes in peace
She comes but to guild
My actions
And gives me some good thoughts

When I am confused
She comes with time
With something to show
She turns my confusion
Into determination

When i go astray
She comes to my mind to stay
She holds me back
And i'll never go back.Not alone i am
Nameless May 2014
Dark girl so filled with strife
Dark Dark girl she'll take your life
Dark girl stay for a while
Dark Dark girl she makes me smile
Dark girl she shows no fear
Dark Dark girl is always near
Dark girl wont see her cry
Dark Dark girl just wants to die

But Dark girl lives in the dark
so you don't see her painful mark

Dark Dark girl may never know
just how much the light can show
Nameless May 2014
Day by day the beauty of darkness
all around multiplies and blooms
into a flower of treasure by which I fill
my trove at the time when I hate to see
the day light and love to pass my time
under spell of bitter rapture and swim
with delight when, without sound I weep
in ecstasy I recall your cold face when I see
emptiness engulfs me and nothing I get to fill my void
but this lovely darkness and your shrug silently to ruminate.
Nameless May 2014
I hate myself for being so rude
I hate myself for watching them ****
I hate myself for crying alone in the dark
I hate myself that i did not made any one to notice my bark
I hate myself for my frantic work
I hate myself for being called defected, outdated, and ****
I hate myself for distracting the attention
I hate myself for always getting detention
I hate myself for not smiling in my life ever
I hate myself for being so dumb and useless forever.
I hate myself for the manner-less things that I've done
I hate myself because I'm loved by none
I hate myself for losing myself in reading mysteries
I hate myself for not having my name in the book of histories
I hate myself for always over thinking on everything
I hate myself for refraining my thinking
I hate myself for living life stridently
I hate myself for living only in my nightmares particularly
I hate myself for the nobbling
I hate myself for my killing
I hate myself for all the pain that I've caused you dad
I hate myself as your 'daughter' was the poison of the home
I hate myself for everything
I hate myself as I let the stressful wail to sing.
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