don't tell me
what to do
you don't know me
the lives I've torn apart...
don't act nice to me
you don't know
what I'm capable of...
so don't get so close to me
i'm hostile toward you
cause i will bite.

without love
I feel empty inside
and over time
it makes me want to die
they'll call the cops
when they find my note
while I'm in the sea of shame
without a life boat

The time on the clock
has no value
The interest in school
has lost its spark
The love of me
has lost its way
so what do i do now...

She made me cry
because I didn't know
it was all a lie
love is what she said
not knowing
it was all in my head.

don't question me
because you think I have the answers
don't fear me
because I seem strange
don't assume you know me
because of what I choose to tell you.

I close my eyes once again,
I'll be laying soundly,
in the gypsy field,
with the sun on my skin,
and the smell of the crisp air,
the feel of grass on my bare feet...
but a loud noise brings me back to reality.

I'm struggling
to keep my eyes open
making this world
not feel real
losing my grip
on reality
questioning
why I wake up
every day
yearning for eternal slumber
... then I open my eyes
wondering if this is all
just a dream.