People gawk, point and stare wondering if its really there. Kids laugh, giggle and bite to see if she'll put up a fight. when she does, they're not scared she'll be treated so unfair. Kicked and beaten struck and hazed, happened almost every day.
She was different she was scared people knew she was weird filled with shame as well as pain she took a knife to her vein she blames the cat but with that came a lie and a never ending tie beaten and betrayed she set the world ablaze when the rat said she has no cat filled with shame as well as pain people talking of her in vain she was different she was scared she took her life then and there.
Sometimes I feel as if a wave has crashed down upon my body breathes become rapid heartbeat slows the feeling takes my place with calming whisper into my ear I become something else not in control I found it or rather him with nothing but a gesture day becomes night unaware of actions he'll react but yet he's laying on the ground in a pool of blood eyes fixed on me ... I'll play this game more than twice.
Her stare pierces through me like a gun shot wounded startled scared not sure of her plots wanting to read her thoughts but a void keeps me out or is it a struggle to keep sane her soul won't stay in vain lost cold frightened to be scares in the rain to fall down to an awaiting train as it comes the screech but of not the train but of the wounded like a deer staring into head lights started frozen dead the train goes on like it felt nothing yet the deer felt it all agony relentless pain and it was all in vain.
I fear the dark yet i live within it struggling to find my way with the scene of life long decay do they know that i can not see do they plot against me mentally abused It's always been used it shall make me loose control wanting a way out but none shall prevail to this never ending hell.
Her mind drew a blank when she saw her mothers face like a mirror but never there her mothers mind isn't right her mother can't even fight for her last and only daughter she didn't seem like a mother spending money on drugs and beer her daughters life was not clear when her daughter leaves her mother only dreams the time her daughter turns eight-teen the daughter will try and fix her things cause the daughter has been scar'd she'll think it's not that far but soon she'll learn you can not fix someone who's soul is burned.
I'm weak because I let her take me again and again It makes me lie she's turned me into a sinner As I lie awake at night waiting for her to once again take me no longer needing to say the words I Love You because only ones who love each other can do what she does to me...