The way that my heart is collapsing
is making me breatheless
The feeling of not being able to do anything,
leaving me helpless.
'Cause I have no right to be jealous
No right to demand
Painfully watching in the sidelines
While you be happy with another man
I know its my fault
I'm just afraid to lose you bad
Afraid to lose
What I never had.
so i was checking my drafts and saw this one. this was written during April.