I heard your voice today,
Telling me not to cry.
A little gloom - filled voice,
Telling me to set all the memories free.

I felt your cheesy tone again,
Convincing me not to remember you.
I felt your hands creasing my cheeks,
Telling not weep.

I heard your voice again,
Telling me to let go things.

Let me tell you,
The grief I'm suffering from,
The tears I'm shedding,
Is just love no place to go.
It's all love I want to give but cannot.

So here I stand ,
With rose in my hand,
Until we meet again,
I'll hold you close to my heart,
You're the reason
I live for.
To let go of you ,
means killing myself,
So here I stand,
Until we meet again.

There's a written rule book,
That tells me how to be,
To talk or do things,
That everyone likes.

So I left this world,
Started living in my own little world,
I was not lonely,
I was powerful.

The writers of the book said,
You're not beautiful,
You're different,
You don't fit here.
It's good that you're gone.

But it was not a matter,
I left this world of rules for myself.
Here I was not being twisted,
To fit someone's image.

I was more than beautiful here,
My beauty was not limited to a word,
It was beyond the word beautiful.

The world behind this rule book is much more different,
I'm who I'm,
I'm the king I'm the queen,
It's much more great than fitting in something for someone else.

You see that I'm hurting,
You see what I'm doing,
Yet you say it's best to stay strong.

You are me,
Yet are different from me.
I never wanna let go things,
You always say me to let it go.

I never believe in me,
You always believe in me,
You are me " warisha",
Yet you are different from warisha.

I always try to run from you,
But you are always there standing for me with your hands wide open.

There is always a fight between us,
I wanna end,
You want to live.

So let's end this fight,
Let's be friends again,
Let's fight with this world again,
Being one.

I won't turn away now,
I'll show you my scars,
I'll except you because you are me,
Let's keep this company forever,
Until we feel alright.

Guess I'm born in wrong place,
I really don't belong here ,
Everyone has a problem with me,
Whatever I do never seems right.

Never able to express if I do,
I get into a fight.
They say  " we live in a democratic country".
Show me my freedom,
Show me what I have got.

I want to be free,
Give me my rights or I will flee.

When I was in my darkest phase,
You entered my life as a sunshine.
You made everything alright on a cloudy day,
You're indeed my sunshine.

The truth is,
When I was broken,
You were the one who held me up.
You knocked on the  door  of my life as an Idol as an hope.

But now it's the time to say the truth.
I like you. Alot .
And to be honest it's kinda scary,
I don't have enough strength to ***** things up now.
I know you're not with me,
Nor you'll ever be.
Still I can feel your presence and love around me.

The thing is I have fallen pretty hard for you.
I don't know,
Will I ever be able to See you.

The only thing I want you to know,
That you're the only person that stays in my where no one has ever been.