Each and every wise man foreordains calculated risk
The more you are educated the more you think and think
I'm uneducated, always cross the road taking a risk

A new year begin
Never pray, rarely fulfilled
Try to have strength
For life ebullience

~ Naani ~

Suddenly you've gone
Togetherness is not long
I miss you deeply my son
My only one

With your death, you've taught me all the facts
How to understand the disease called EDS
Too much complex! It presented problems no one could accept
You were bearing these on your death bed

Pain! days and nights
Your spines were not that right
Muscle spasm on your backside
So do your heart and even your eye sights

Moving slow
Enema ***** helped to pass down the flow
That is called 'diarrhoea overflow'
You've suffered all these... no one knows

I couldn't sleep till the first light
Now forty days and forty nights
These nights were the worst nights in life
I must overcome to be right

Missing you is my only right
Can't see solace on my way tonight

Thar Thar! My son!
Wakes up!
And help me to survive first
Then advise me how to live my life

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

Smart as a young teenager
How creative and beautiful you are
Come and play with me my child
You're always super in my eyes
Now you left me with memory
You're my treasure history

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

I need only one more dawn my dear boy
There are things I've to say to you in mind
Suddenly leaving without my knowledge
No chances to comfort your last damage

All untold plans now burning to ashes
Secured for life, avoid harmful splashes
Now it's like built a castle in the cloud
Though I've made my best for you to be proud

Thanks! telling me most of your emotions
Forgive me! I haven't paid full attention
You're so kind hiding that'll hurt my feelings
I can't fill your wants: the last twelve seasons

Forgive you all, needless to say a word
A boy, no more guilt than everyone does
Talking in the absence of your presence
Pain is creeping like cancer with penance

It's easy to say to get refuge in Buddha Dhamma
In reality, I'm not a man with Pārāmi Ariā
Must I find a way to live with full of inner peace
Or come to you to protect and provide whatever you need?

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st Seotember 2020

You're the mountain made out of the feathers
Shield covered you has loopholes all over
You did charity to all poor beggers
You're the river for the nasty smugglers

That's you are...
That's you are...
Ooh... that's you are

Were you in love or what was your treasures?
That's you were I knew only part outer
Slip of thought leads you to a grave danger
Warned you every time we've walked together

The guardian of your legend my dear
But you're not my prisoner forever
Anything from me even ivory tower
Name it you'll get the best or the better

You're the cool breeze crossing o'er the river
A moonlit shine in the freezing water
Desert hot in day and cold at night you're
Make a destiny and you'll be stronger

That's you are...
That's you are...
Ooh... that's you are...

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

We'd travelled in numbers huge and planning
we treasured those all trips count but over
Go always together like the lovers
I wonder alone where you are living?

Your omnipresent are like delusion
for God sake 'searching', elusive answer
These ideas illogical, to 'strangers'
A sound, a scent, a shade, a shadow; longing

Come near me! you're a phantom or the ghost!
I always open arms to you my boy
my son, you're welcomed, pristine my true host

God granted courage: holding ice or fire
Not you are out-and-out my son, let's toss
The time a hundred days I need you dear


To my late son Nanda Phyo Win who passed away on 1st September 2020

I'm begging you to forgive me, my son
For things to you that I could not have done

I knew I've loopholes all o'er in my plan
I felt lament: the black and cold dungeon

Two rivers flow but they can never meet
Until they scattered on my ugly feet

Who knows the secret, only you and me
Just want to hug you like we used to be

You'll forgive me, a faint hope I bear heft
That's all I ask for you, my most loved chap

To my late son Nanda Phyo Win

While I try to write a poem Limerick
Things **** is showing in matrix
I only like ***
With girl who's not fat
Not I'm in mood, fat one can hit big

~ Limerick ~

Since you left me all I see come to blur
How many trips went we, my memories stirred
Present me your melodies silently
You're the ivory out of ebony perfectly

Nineteen winters, for me you're a great boy
Swinging personas as many LEGO toys
All kind of pains you're free now dear my son
Showed me how? courage to carry on, fear none

The right rhymes, you've helped me to find the words
Lyrics from Eminem, Weenkn's, a must
Gave me Odyssey and Iliad, a good read
Knowing I'm the prodigy guy indeed

Your gratitudes until now I can't forget
I'll meet you again to pay for all debts
Promise me you'll wait for me on your odyssey
Believing our fates are the Dead Sea Scrolls' prophecy

You've given me full of hope but when hope was gone
I left nothing but have to ***** my way to journey on

There once a man who was a doctor
He got merely four days of diarrhoea
But COVID was in doubt
All tests negative out
His family got panic disorder

~ Limerick ~

Please knock on my door at midnight
I'm now ready for the late-night
Please tell me where to massage you
Ready at your service for you

Please come and talk to me all things
Songs, updated news, and all themes
Let me take you to fine dining
Where good food and nice surrounding

Let me wait for till 4 am
I'm okay in my car, I can
Enjoy with your closed pals freely
Always happy such night deeply

Tell me about the girls you like
I ne'er ask who are they or what
Ask for what present you should give
I know the feelings of teenage

Come, talk and cry when you break up
I'm your friend to open your heart
You're my friend, colleague and my son
My advisor and a twin one

Now you left me with solitude
Not telling me in which mood
I devoted whole life for you
I'm papa and mother to you

Around me is you, you and you
You're still with me anything I do

With loving memory of my late son Nanda Phyo Win who left me on 1st September 2020

When you went to work
I tidied your kitchen
I waited your returned
From somewhere
You couldn't see me
Then we met and talked

Your friends followed you
And they met me
They're my friends too
I lied to them where I stayed
I'm invisible, they see me not
When I talked to them

You're my friend
I must pretend
you told me to do so
But I'm invincible
Suddenly you disappered
Then they left home

These days
I'm here and there
I met many strangers
They all talked to me
Even my late grandma
Your father too
I remembered only the end

Scorching sun on road
Boy hands hold pie à la mode
Dad bares mental load

Healthy meal sushi
Kikkoman and wasabi
Stuffing was planty

Used to lived with new normal
Every decade is abnormal
Even before, SARS-CoV-2
Pandenmic seemed nothing new

What is normal in your life?
Constant changing day and night
Tomorrow is always a new day
Every one must adept to stay

Many yesterdays we have passed
Each yesterday, not the same for us in the past
Today and tomorrow will never be the same
Worry for the new normal shall be the shame

Why don't we neglect such the fact
Mind is wanding and focusing lack
Concentrate your nomadic mind
Pay deep attention every time

No matter what may come
Your dictionary doesn't have any word, even one
You are truely possessed with conditioned mind
That I cannot fulfill all your needs under this sun

All I have to do is let you go
You dare not to step further, a time for us will never grow
From far way I will fulfill anyting you may need
With only bonds-of-love* that rooted inside me indeed

You will see yourself, a lonely life
When I am going where I may be right
Time shall reveal how the tattoo you pierce my soul upon
Wait... while the show goes on, before curtin fall calls on

Ellipsis will serve omission...
My book chapters are never ending
Etc. is End of Thinking Capicity
My story have ellipsis and Et cētera may be

I have taken all protective measures
I don't actually have any reactive fear
No bacteria or virus want to **** their habitat
Just think, I cannot get along with all of that

Do I want to live more than one twenty years?
Instead I would rather choose euthanasia
I don't want to be old and upgrade new emerging skills
Learning to earn money for long, long surviving days

A birth or a death is a part of life for me to embrace
Dying without fear is the authentic God's grace
If I have Covid nineteen, just allow me to play the songs
As I don't want to hear beeping siren all the way long

Switch off all the beeping noises that are vexing me
Let me listen the songs of Amanda Syfrid and lovely Miley
I shall think of I am just a speck in boundless universe
For you, I shall keep on composing blank verse

Don't feel sad for me when I die
For I have done all I want during my time

Why is it secret? What we have to hide?
See why in shadow I hide?
So it is to be war between us
Sad to return to find the land we love

Silently the senses
Abandon their defences
You have come here
Through a strange new world

A man locked in a cage
This whole affair is an outrage!
You've decided.. decided...
where the daylight dissolves into darkness

Ever escape from that face
Of strutting around the stage
Yet, in his eyes all the sadness
What's all this nonsense?

No more memories
you've repaid me and betrayed me
Your mind start a journey
You show a little courtesy?

Open up your mind, fantasy unwind
I said only when the time
Away with this pretence
I shall give you one last chance

It appears we have no choice
Too late that prudent silence is wise
You must change!
And speak my name

~ Mosiac from Phantom of the Opera script ~

Anatomy?

All ****** words come from the far North head
Why they originate down South and the bed?
I cannot figure it out with my own sense
Please explain me loud and clear why these nonsense
Underpinned and infected to human mind
Which body parts, most precious in our mankind?

Please don't think I'm super active in manner
I'm just coming back form mood of depressive disorder
This is the nature of the problem called bipolar
Active and depressive constantly in motion circular
Sometimes, I'm depressive
The rest I'm quite agressive and active

despite urgency
in case of emergency
all your friends busy

~ Haiku ~