And I leave in the morning
So I don't have to see your face
So I don't have to feel ashamed

As I walk down the street all I can think is
'Oh what a waste'
And you're probably sitting in your bed
With a crown on your head

'Cause you think
You're way up there
Oh-oh-ohh

As I walk down the street
I blink back the tears
Another day I've been played
And you're already searching
For a better rack

Cause you think
You're all that
Oh-oh-ohh

I'm not sure what it is
That makes my heart beat beat beat for you
But that smile that lights up my world
Now has me running for miles

And the warmth of you
Now makes me feel so cold
But my heart still beats beats beats for you

My heart still aches
From leaving you alone in this world
But your love no longer fills the void
So I leave in the morning

And baby I am mourning
And baby I am yearning for your touch
But my heart still beats beats beats for you

I know you won't understand
Why you woke up all alone
But your sad eyes are enough to **** me
Now our lips will never meet again

And the thought of you
Brings me to tears
But my heart still beats beats beats for you

Your absence awakes all my fears
But you're no longer here to scare them away
Baby I'm afraid that you're arms will never hold me
I'm sorry that it ended this way

But my heart still beats beats beats for you
My heart still beats beats beats for you
And my heart still breaks breaks breaks for you

All I want
Is to curl up under the covers
Tucked snugly between your arms
But you are miles away
Which wipes my smiles away

All I want
Is your hands on my hips

I sent out an S.O.S
But you didn't answer
I needed you
Because I'm bent beyond repair
So I return to my old friend
Mr.Blade
What a familiar face
But your touch is cold
And it only brings red
Such pain is tolerable
It's only a small sting
Compared to the chaos inside
And from you?
Not even a call
Even when my tears fall

I've never said these words out loud
I couldn't bare the pain of it
Surely I would go insane
So if you want to leave
I won't grab onto your sleeve
I won't fight you to stay
Because this talk is scarring
And I won't tell you to go
And I won't tell you to stay
All I want you to know
Is your my home

My past is flawed
And my future unknown
You are my rock
I'm your stone

Of all the things I've seen
Of all the places I've gone
Of all the people I've been
Your heart still guides me where I need to be
Even when I can't be found
I just want your to know
You've been my compass all along

And these words kept inside
That have haunted me for so long
Are about to be set free
For I know you will not taunt
You'll trust me as I am

That look in your eyes
Makes me feel safe inside
And your arms around me
Just show me the love that you feel
I just want you to know
You are my home

You love love love me
But I shove shove shove you
I can't handle your sweet caress
Maybe that's my fault
I'm a vandal when it comes to love
You say my hearts locked in a vault
But I think that's ok
Because you stay stay stay
And you love love love me
When We open my eyes in the morning
Our fingers interlock
We're each other's only allies
Even my alarm clock won't stop me
From dreaming about you
But when you say I love you
My heart only breaks
So I shove shove shove you
But you stay stay stay with me

I know that no one will ever be able to love me, because I won't let them. I know that if I do it will hurt them because of how broken I am. I'm not broken on the outside though. On the outside I'm cute and smiley. It's the inside that's broken, that's been beaten and shattered. From the moment I was born Ive been broken. But with each day a new crack forms and when the night falls I'm haunted by nightmares. I'm taunted by what happened on the night with the blue TV and the shadow at the threshold. Hollow from the words I can't bare to share. A tear in my heart from my fathers affair. Only the tip of the ice berg, for why I'm unmendable.