I'm scared I worry my friends and that's more upsetting to me than me being upset
For the one that's my world, I love you dearly and I swear I do what you say when you ask if I'm gonna be okay.
For the one that catches my voice in my throat, even if I don't sing for you it doesn't mean I don't wish I could, I want you to admire me as you have created a fictional version of what I could be if I was great.
For the one I'm in love with, I swear I trust you whole heartedly my dork, I don't break my promises and I can't imagine losing you. Please don't leave
For the one I miss dearly, you're so sweet and I miss our secrets and i swear I'm not a liar
I promise I'll be fine and though I love you all I feel like I cant help but make you worse