I see him I get butterflies
But I know I’m filling my heart with lies
I lie awake in my bed
Putting pretty thoughts in my head
I often think of what it could be
But then I realize it’s not my reality  
I then feel my heart deflate
I see him again and it increases my heart rate
I know I should delete these thought from my brain
However I feel I cannot refrain
It feels like I’m on a rollercoaster
Going up and down, faster and slower
I’m probably over analyzing
But no matter what I do  I always end up crying.

I like how you think you're all that,
Hah although your chest is really flat
Forgive me I'm rude you say?
Sorry *** things don't always go your way

I like how you think your all that
But really you're a little brat
You're a class A attention *****
All you want is more more more

I like how you think you're all that
Honey take off your hard hat                        
You can call me a "A body shamer"
If I were to date you I'd need a disclaimer

I like how you think you're all that
Your *** really isn't that fat
You fake cry to get attention
But really it's just gives the whole room tension

You seriously think you're all that
My job is done you sentimental rat
I should not waste any more of my time
I wasted enough trying to make this poem rhyme

You call me unworthy
But you're supposed to love me
Mommy, daddy, what's wrong
You make me feel as if I don't belong
You always get upset with me
but I don't know what is wrong with me
The problem isn't me you say
But I'm always the one that pays
Goodbye
Shh don't cry

I have this thing called a body but I let people do things to it because it's cool
I have these things called clothes but I like them short and tight because a boy thinks it's attractive
I have this thing called a heart but I let people break it because  let the wrong guy get into it too many times
I have this thing were every time I look in a mirror I look away because I see a creature who hates and judges things but I cover it up with makeup
I have this thing called a body that I try to change to be more appealing  but it never works
However now I have this thing called him and he is not like any other him he respects my body, he likes it when I wear baggy sweat pants, he's never done any thing to break my heart, he loves me when I eat as much as I want, he is perfect but he's not here yet...