And he said (I'm sure regrettably)"He must be big, and handsome, and young"
And I bit my lip and said " He is...he is all of those things"
And then I thought-
Lucky lucky me!

I am missing you and I'm suffering the consequences of days and nights without you
I would like to hop on the next dream and ride that swirling cloud
Open the gate, and pass through...

The room is in a mist of TV blue.
And there you are sweetly silent-
Looking vulnerable and mmmmmmm.
I put my wicked hands, throbbing with want  genlty on to your ankles,
And my finger tips tingle.

Smoothly up to your milky thighs
Eying every bit of prize,
Avoiding what I really want.
My mouth begins to water.

Sliding up your chest
Trying to control my heavy breath
Til you open your eyes.

And you see me and smile
With curls a blaze in a strangely wicked haze
My eyes meet yours in a shade of black

And I whisper gently in your ear
I want you
I want you so my dear
And then attack

And we kiss and role and intertwine
Until I am yours
And you are mine
for a time
In my wildest dreams

This waiting game is slow and painful and killing me!

You can try to swim away,
But when you get close enough,

I am going to devour you!

As I float through the day uninspired
I find my mind wandering to thoughts of you and what you'll do to me...
I swim away the heat
the want, the longing
And missing!

every time time you
Tell your daughter
You yell at her
Out of love
You teach her to confuse
Anger with kindness
Which seems like a good idea
Till she grows up to
Trust men who hurt her
Cause they look so much
Like you

I really miss my Sunday morning visits from my love!