The greatest illusion.
True love ..

I saw you though my eyes were closed the smell of Jasmine and Honeysuckle Rose...
the sweet mist of the Desert Air I saw you though  you were not there....
the laughter in your voice  I hear it so clear .
I heard you but you were not there ...
I felt your soft kiss upon my lips like petals from a rose.
You spoke to me,, soft and slow.
I open my eyes but you where not there..
I closed my eyes again but you were not there..

I  say it's like we are all shooting a movie of our life ...we are the camera person recording every thing through our view finders...no one sees what we do and the final cut has yet to be played out ..
our perception is our own View through the lens.  No one else sees the world as you do... perception is relative two your view of events. ..........
sometimes when it rains and the sun is out I see the colors of the suns  rays bouncing off the drops of rain, showering down a beautiful rainbow of colored rain..
If only for a moment I am amazed  at how beautiful life really is from behind my lens.

you take the hearts and minds of that which I hold dear, and twist it with your hate and fear..
yes that love that innocence ..
and you tell your twisted lies ..
You twist it till it is darkened by you own guilt From your sins .

That  hate, that  fear of your sins you cannot escape. Your heart which breaks from your very mistakes,
your soul that darkens with ever light of day.

You hurt those I hold dear with your twisted lies and thoughts .you press this pain against my soul ..

hoping I will fall.
Not knowing it only builds my strength and fuels the very fire you try to extinguish.

I do not fear mortal men, i do not fear death after all it awaits us all..
I do not fear you or your sins..those are your demons that call to you in the night and wrestle with in the daylight.

I feel no pain of the flesh..  death is part of life.and comes to us all .I will welcome it when my time has arrived..
you think you know hora,pain and fear. Let me show you true pain of living

You have not known Hora till I have shown it to you ..and I shall, show it to you .
You have not felt pain till I have presented it to you on a chain ,with every link a moment you have taken from me ..
These things you have done to me I shall return 100 fold.I shall take your brightness day and make it your darkest night.
you will beg death to come for you. But I will not let it.

.I will take all from you that which you love and hold dear the very thing which you have done to me.
In a flash it will all disappear.

when you are standing among the Graves alone in this world.
.look back to this time and know ,it was your sins that brought you here. For they will never be forgiven and
shall never be for gotten.
. you will for ever be alone.
.if it's Hora you seek and pain you deal.
Just remember what you have done to me and a 100 fold I shall return to thee.
TURN THE CARDS and YOU WILL SEE I PUT A HEX ON YOU
FROM  FIRE AND SEA FOREVER ALONE YOU WILL BE..
you will beg for death before your time comes,
THE HORA OF TRUE LONELINESS YOU WILL FOR EVER BE CURSED..

To see true darkness you only need close you eyes and look in side and
remember it was you who drew first blood.
But It will be me who sees the last drop fall.
That knocking at your door is death calling once more..

were i a beast..
waiting to snap.. a Jekyll and Hyde. They say ...Look ....look ....at his eyes see the monster in side ...
quick get a stick....
poke him some more....
surely the monster will show...
Cage him and poke him ....
look at his eyes.....
see the monster inside...
What beast can shed a tear and cry.
Beast have no feelings so those tears are a lie ...
Look ....look.... see the tear in his eye..

I saw you again last night passing in my dreams Whispering how much you love me with that gazing stare your skin so soft your lips so sweet two lovers lying cheek to cheek..its you in my dreams.......
memories like a waterfall

i wake to the sound of a scream
The taste of sweat on my lips .
It was your name i heard, and It was me screaming it.
Forever and always my love.

If you ***** us, do we not bleed? if you tickle us, do we not laugh? if you poison us, do we not die? and if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?". - (Act III, Scene I).

This above all: to thine own self be true". - (Act I, Scene III)
I will speak daggers to her, but use none". - (Act III, Scene I
All the world 's a stage, and all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts" - (Act II, Scene VII).
The fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool". - (Act V, Scene I)
.Now is the winter of our discontent". - (Act I, Scene I)
Having nothing, nothing can he lose".- (Act III, Scene III).
"I will wear my heart upon my sleeve for birds to peck at". - (Act I, Scene I).

"Men of few words are the best men" . -