Gates of hell open before me!
My soul enters the flames of pain!
Agony, and hatred fills my mind!
No love or affection to blind my pain!
Please don't cry for me!
Rejoyce that you no longer know me!
I am the pain in all your lives!
My death will be your greatest gift to me!
**** me, Make your life joyful again!
My pain shall not be yours!
You should not know my suffering!
Death is my only friend now!
Come the taker of souls!
Death come take me to your hell!!

Written by
Michael Matthews

leaving you laying
your body bleeding
to bad you ran your mouth
and our friendship went south
you came to my home
causing my spit to foam
we both yelling and screaming
now your laying
your body bleeding

Written by
Michael Matthews

Children playing
Have you seen my dog?
Will you show me where?
Come on in..Point the way..
Lock the doors, cover their mouth
Smile that satanic smile
Home you go
Into the room they go
Torture in your voice
Pain in your eyes
Morning comes showing,
Quiet white house
White picked fence
Hiding the horror
From the night before
Hiding the death
Of an innocent child

Written by
Michael Matthews

Looking in your eyes
Seeing a glimpse of our lives
Together we are strong
With each other we belong
Weathering the good and the bad
Raising the child you had
Loving her like she was my own
Trying hard to make her fill like she belongs
Together we will survive
Sharing together our whole lives
Just remember that I love you
Just love me too.

Written by
Michael Matthews

You gave me and my sister love
When we most needed it
From that love we learned to live
We learned to give and love
I learned to be better than I thought I could be
I broke the cycle of abuse
Both mental and physical
For all the things you have done
And all the things you still do
These are the reasons I am very proud
To call you MOM

Written by
Michael Matthews

Living everyday in pain
Unable to walk or play
Trouble sleeping everyday
Muscles twitching or jerking
Body when sitting still shaking
I hide this pain or lie
Will take this time to say goodbye
I guess I'm just destined to die

Written by
Michael Matthews

Sadly god has called me home
By his side to where I belong
No more sickness, no more fears
No more pain to cause my tears
Watching over my family and friends
As my new journey with God begins

Written by
Michael Matthews