The first time I met you I realized that you were not like the rest.
That you were different in some way or another, that you were Someone Special.  The second time I met you the feelings grew stronger and more Detailed.

Someone special is the name I have for you because of the way you
Laugh and the way you smile.  The way you treat everyone around you and The way you respect everyone you meet.

The third time I met you I fell in love with someone special and that
Person is you.  You are the one I love and there will never bee anyone that makes me feel the way that you do and there will never be anyone who Can replace the love I feel and will always feel for you.

Someone special is the name I have for you because of the way you
Laugh and the way you smile.  The way you treat everyone around you and The way you respect everyone you meet.

As I wrote this song I was thinking of the one person in this world that Made me feel that I was wanted and needed and that I will always love that Person with all my heart and all my soul and that person is you

Written by
Michael Matthews

I close my eyes
I see my death
I say my goodbyes
As I take my last breath
Friends weep
Family are rocked
My pain had gotten deep
My soul is unlocked
Going to see my true father
The father of us all

Written by
Michael Matthews

Gun to my head
All feelings are dead
Starting to pull the trigger
Feeling of being to eager
Wanting to die
A poem to say goodbye
Letting you feel my hatred
Seeing how I have always bled
Sadness creeping in
My world about to end
BOOM!!!
Going to my doom..

Written By
Michael Matthews

Getting no answers or suggestions
Living day to day
Following rules we have to obey
Confusing lust for love
Looking for answers from above
Hate and evil getting stronger
Not sure the battle will last much longer
Depression and sadness rule most lives
Withdrawing, and running for a place to hide.
Restless nights sitting up afraid
No one fighting for right to be brave.
Nightmares rule a person sleep.
A newborns turn to weep
Thoughts of suicide blind the weak
Standing on bridges debating the leap
Going through life asking questions
Getting no answers or suggestions

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TokenBad

Life will soon loosen its grip on this body I fear
Sadly I do not know exactly what year
This body is getting tired, enduring so much pain
Only when my soul goes to heaven will my body be whole again
The father will call me soon, of this I am sure
I will be free of pain, this the father will ensure
To all my family and friends I leave these words
Help your family and friends, show them your love
Every day tilt your heads upward
Send your prayers to the father above
And know that I am looking down
Seeing my kids, my family, and my friends making me so proud
I love you all and someday we will see each other again
In heaven where all our life began

Written by
Michael Matthews

Sitting at home
all alone
thinking of my life
and all its strife
with my last breath
on the day of my death
i will pray to him
sing a hymn
give my life freely
and take care of my family.
Written by
Michael Matthews

Nightmares swell up in the mind
Driving me insane.
I take a long walk over to the towers
Climbing, Hand over Hand I reach the top
I pull my weapon from its case
The unsuspecting victims await
Their death in my hands
Totally unaware
Shots ring out as they begin to fall
bang..Bang..BANG
Looking with sick satisfaction at the horror.
Laughing, smiling from the towers
A leap of faith to seal it all
One more death is now my call.

Written by
Michael Matthews