I look at the locket
I see the picture of you
You're smiling here
But you don't anymore
I wish we could go back
To when you were
Your smile is so beautiful
It makes me smile
But for now all I have
Is a locket
With a memory
Inside

I hold it in my hand
While I look at my wrist
Wanting the red to stain my skin
I hesitate
I wait
I contemplate
I put it down
I've won this round
But next time
I might not be so lucky
So now we play a game
Where we go round and round
Waiting for my weakness
But maybe
Just maybe
One day
The game will stop
But for now I'll just wait

I know you're out there
Just living
Without me
But soon
So very soon
We will say Hello
You'll be new
You'll be free
You'll love me
The way I need
The way I want
And I'll love you
The way you need
The way you want
And that's how we'll stay
One day
But it's starts with
Hello

As I lay here
I think
About what I've done
What you've done
What we've done
And I think of saying goodbye
To you
To us
It will be hard,
But necessary
You've encouraged me to be bad
Do bad
Feel bad
Live bad
Soon
When I'm ready
It will be time for you to go
You will be forever gone
Never to return
To leave me alone
But free
Without your touch
Your evil words
Your temptations
Just me
And myself
Alone
And happy.
Oh how I wish this day will come
But for now
I'll just wait
Till the day we say goodbye

I see the leaves around me
I look up and see naked trees
I hear a crunch behind me
I turn around
I see you
I smile
You don't
You pull out a knife
I back away
I fall over
You come closer
I try to kick you
You push my foot away
You come even closer
You lower the knife
You're about to stab me
I close my eyes
Nothing happens
I slowly open my eyes
You've gone
You were never there
Just a shadow
Nothing more

I feel the itch
It consumes me
It's constantly in my thoughts
It calls to me
I reach for it
I touch it
I hold it
I stole it
It's now mine
Or is it?

I feel the snow fall
On my naked skin
I open my eyes
And see the red snow
Beneath my chained hands
I look up and see snow falling around me
I see a figure in the distance
It walks towards me
I see a faceless body
But I hear it laugh
And laugh
It then walks behind me
It tightens my chains
They dig deeper into my wrists
The snow turns more red
I feel the liquid run down my arms
Staining my skin red
You let the chains go
Still laughing walking away
Leaving me in snow
Stained red
Naked and alone