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67 · May 2021
" Whaaat? "
I wish I didn't feel this way,
I do not think of harming you every day,
I'm lying, of course, who am I kidding, maybe it's time to say a prayer:
I feel like harming you but I wish I did not,
I feel like committing the murderous act of a slayer.

I am that Daughter you didn't have
But would gladly use, for a good ****,

Oh, good ****! Mother of good ****! Getting me slapped in 'da face!

For the ugly laugh at... "Whaaat?"
I am the Daughter you gladly used for your needs,
You gladly sold for some deeds,
You cared not...
                   You cared not,
                                      You cared not
About my love craft,
My science act,
Evil thought taken to the ideal height...
You cared not,
                   You cared not...
How could you have?

Call yourself not an evil Queen, only a very proud one
Ruining a life for your own, your own flesh and blood.
No. I do not know why.

I am that Daughter you couldn't have,
Still, gladly used and taught others how to ****
And **** with.
Ugly your thought, ugly your mind
Got me to the conclusion infesting mine,
Ugly your thoughts, ugly your mind...
It's a combat which can help ruin life.
66 · May 2021
Vex Et Ed
It's life that matters most,
And life is sweet, life is generous,
Oh, life is good.

You didn't force me into this,
Oh, now you're vexed a soul!

It's life that brought all this together,
It's all too generous and sweet ~
Hopes for no cavities
And other disease...

Why are you vexed, now?
Didn't you force me into this?

Oh, Wait! No, Wait!
I started to enjoy it!
This life!
Are you that vexed a soul?
Vex and Ed had once a fight.
Vex had won a coin and Ed wanted to win one too
Only Vex wouldn't give away the secret of his succes.
It is so that began the whole story.
66 · Jul 2021
No body
In the world likes a *******...

So the grounds full of worms were created
For the pieces of **** we all make.
66 · May 2021
(I am) Series I
I am too embarrassing for your might.
There 's nothing to discuss with you.
66 · Jul 2021
Life
I didn't know how important I am,
Being dead meat is a solution
Of the great
To have all the things they need,
All the things we need.
How to become that strong,
Get myself out of some filth,
Perhaps I didn't have any clue,
Killing my time with this nonsense of a poem
Saying to you only
The fool I Have become,
Saying to you what a life I wanted to make
And what a great dream I dreamt...
Perhaps, I didn't have a clue
How important I wasn't.
66 · May 2021
Planet Spaced U
A world ruined with petals rain
The arid spaces infested with flowers and lakes

A planet coming back to a life to wonder why,
The broken cry of a baby knowing the fight

A space showing a battle between what wrong for you and right for me,
Aliens and human beings, the dead and the alive

I must stay with my aliens, find a way to treat our times
These times given: well.

A tearing mirror, a live act of wisdom,
Another shout at the one who refused to ...

A Universe shattered.
66 · May 2021
Horror of the Being
Technically informed
One has to go with a trend,
Find their new soul!
Expression of health
That Today's laughter,
The joy and pride for an accomplished goal.

Technically informed:
What's right is wrong.
Today doesn't like tomorrow the same way anymore.
Find a New excuse, learn some new mistakes
For tomorrow will discharge and turn them into stone.

Technically informed.
Some things remain
And some things go,
Find their new flow
And one becomes soon a thing,
Oh, the horror of the being!
65 · Jun 2021
Why would one kill
Maybe I was forced to exist!
You stupid ****!
But you had to be a hateful ***** and destroy my crap.
For this I may be grateful sometime....
Only now
There is work to do.

'Kept trying to understand
Why would you hate me.
The world was grateful somehow
With you,' am right?

If only I could burn all this hell
To create out of the poison
The blade,
That magic blade to use
Only in times of need.

The magic blade to cut and heal the flesh
That was infected.

Turn poison into that which can make happen
The miracle of living a life much wanted.
Their thirst for blood brought truth out...
Here, I was cursed. All that was brought to me was fair: I lied.
You trusted me? I tried...
We loved each other so much!
Oh, but now it seems it's over...
When was it not
Like that...?

Why didn't I listen?
I think I was just a child.
64 · Jun 2021
They made it in life
I shouldn't have bought clothes...
What was I thinking? That I was going to have a good reason to wear them?
I shouldn't have had ideals!
What was I thinking?
That there was room for my stupid needs in this wonderful world of yours?
I shouldn't have eaten...
What was I thinking? That after work someone should eat?
It's even worse for not having the job of your dreams.
I shouldn't have respected myself in any way...
How dared I...
Oh, and how dared I understand Any of your needs,
Any of your plans,
Any good Deed done
To Learn that
It was all for their contemptuous lies.
64 · Jun 2021
How much it hurt
One must only learn
Sometimes feeling then coming to a peaceful resolution only to learn that without revenge taken one will become just meat for the dead.

I said this before, maybe they earned
Their self respect and honours.
How?
I wish I felt it mattered... Then, I wish I didn't feel a thing.

As feelings hurt at times
And that should be okay.
Why do you hate me so much?
You make me think you never wanted me in your life
Perhaps it was for the best... For you and others too...
Maybe I found my way
Still... Why did I Have to be so broken?

Money... Life... Fame...
If it's all a sin then why hating another isn't?
This is the truth?
Who won in the end?
The one who abused and knew how to escape
Or the one who didn't?
61 · May 2021
Though
Here my inner beast lies,
With all the knlwledge thought to shine,
Wishing for the best.
61 · Jun 2021
Thoughtful friends
Great times

Migthy poems
So it feels: As if my head conducted by some poor soul
Not strong enough to take hold
And good grip on some horses...
My poor soul!
If only I had more wisdom!
If only I were stronger, wiser, better
At this game
In which my life was meant to matter...
60 · May 2021
Wise Earning
The beauty in what one can do with real money!
But the ugliness they attract...
59 · May 2021
Goats
Goats.
Fresh Goats served on the meadow,
Good food I pass,
The predator in me finding mercy
As I had a Sandwich earlier
So I'm not hungry anymore.
Goats.
Still a little frightened to meet me,
They tend to flee,
I tend to think of shooting them.
Session on;
They get in somehow
Then pass
Gently taking a mouthful of grass,
Deciding to elegantly prove their skills
Of running, climbing up the rocky mountains...
Goats.
59 · May 2021
Well Meant _Heart mend
Papa Devil learned,
He went to school and turned
Into a carpenter
His hands pours rivers of splinters
Like magic his business working well.

Poor, they say but I don't care,
I Have everything I need,
Oh yeah, We're doing well...
At least I can go to school
Where all the other kids can bully me.
That's fun. But I'm okay. I punched one in the face just yesterday.
In this head of mine Papa Devil meant only well.


In this head of  mine I know papa meant only well...
58 · May 2021
Out of... Sorry words
Out of my sorry words,
All over my face,
My face your body,
My body and soul
Finding rest,
Comfort in this pest inked by code

I am not willing to **** myself
For that better world for you
And the worst for me,
Yes, yes! The coward I am!
It is called a matter of good common sense
In some world!

Some world I regret losing;
Behind my back
You did a lot,
To my face spoken a cruel truth!
Well, that's that.
I Will confess, I loved my faith
In a fantasy taking me somewhere else...
Where I can finally breathe!
Where I can finally smile!
Where I am allowed to think,
To see, to believe and be
Not the arrogant ugly ****
You loved me remain
For you to have my soul and walk away.

Not willing to put an end to this charade
Some call life, I call it a trailing time
Lost hub in time...
'not willing to give up my whole heart for more suffering for me
And less and less good common sense for you.
My guess? : I turned up yellow.
56 · May 2021
Sh _hare, the Flare
Oh, yeah. I wanted you to be a ****** miserable *******!
Just like me.
That's why I fought,
That's why I loved,
That's why I worked,
Struggle to find a better path...

That's why I fought...
54 · Jul 2021
Dear son
An unworthy Mother
Deserves to be either shot or killed,
Murdered,
Or **** herself
And sentenced to Hell.
Then go and **** herself for her sorrow
And sorry words!
That mean ****!
*Saints! What Would one do without them!?
54 · May 2021
Ta Phell
It wasn't my choice to go this 'wrong',
You played with my head and made me strong!
Strong in my love, strong in my hate,
It wasn't wrong what I intended;
To Hell with all that.

You messed with my head
For too long and for what?
A result none of us can get satisfied
With
Satisfaction coming the rest of your beloved soul.

Strong in my love, in my hate,
It wasn't wrong what I did
But... to Hell with all that.

You pulled your strings
I fought with my nightmares and your nightmares
And your power then my power
Which one was mine and which one yours?


Strong in my hate, in my love,
'Mighty  Powers. of God!'
It wasn't wrong what I wished for
But to Hell with all that.

It wasn't my choice to go all this 'wrong',
You played with my head but made me strong!
Strong in my love, with my love,
Strong my hate, in my hate for wrong, strong,
It wasn't wrong what I meant.

"It wasn't my choice to go this wrong" , she said.
52 · May 2021
Z
Z
How many times did I forgive you,
I wonder how many things and for what I had to...
No, this time I will be merciless.
52 · May 2021
War Field Frame
Atrocities
In times of war
We Hunt and eat each other
Or fast and almost die of hunger,
We watch the Ravens coming then
Tearing the flesh of carcasses,
Guiding the wolves and melting pain
Down with the blood
Atrocious sight
Painted.
Shape Poetry inspired by "Legion of the ******" by Sven Hassel
When the heart weeps
At the hour of tossed corpses into trunks,
Long drives to the ocean,
Cleaning evidence,
Throwing bad memories into the lake next state,
Leaving the photograph I carried in my wallet somewhere in a cafe
(don't worry, it was fancy, just like you)
...
Sorry, I had to **** you...
You were getting on my nerves.
48 · May 2021
Thou shall do harm...
44 · May 2021
So it seems....
It seems that we are all given the right to live,
Live with some natural disorders,
Live with some natural shames
So we can learn there is no shame in being ashamed and shameful...
It seems that We're all given this right to hold some natural disorders
And we all know how natural all of them can be.

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