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1.1k · Jan 2013
His silence kills
I've got nothing left to say, all the sleepless nights together, 
The moments lived like it was forever
all of it has gone to waste 
but let me tell you this it's not the being speechless part that hurts the most,
it's the fact that all we have left is the silence between what should've been and what could've been
You've got alot to say for the one that got away
1.0k · Jan 2013
Fear.
When I said ' I didn't love you' what I really meant was ' I'm terrified.'
The love I have for you sent me running out the door because I knew from the minute I laid eyes on you, this was it for me.
You were my one and only, my freakin' knight and shining armor.
But I ran, I ran so fast that I forgot to look back at all the moments we had together.
Although they were short, I cherished every second.
The fear of another heartbreak sent me chasing after loneliness.
I couldn't bare another heartache, my heart wont survive.
I know once I dive into your love, I'll never be able to get back from it.
You'll be one disease, I can never truly recover from.
When you said you loved me, I ran because I was too scared but I guess the question here is, *why didn't you run after me?
Philiphobia: fear of falling in love.
1.0k · Jan 2013
M-i-s-s-i-n-g You Kills.
I miss the way you’d always be the first to call me in the morning
I miss feeling like I found someone in the world who understood who I could be
I miss how I was your girl, the person you went to when everything started to fall apart
I miss being fearlessly, childishly in love
I miss how we were able to just sit in utter silence and have the best time of our lives together
I miss those days when reality seemed much better than my dreams
I miss being that girl who loved, laughed, lived with her heart on her sleeve
I miss you and me
I miss us
I miss looking up at the stars and knowing you’ll be looking too, just thinking of me.
I miss thinking life always has a way of working out
I miss believing in myself
I miss those nights we spent under the sky light, counting the stars till the sunrise
I miss thinking that I had it all figured out, my life, who I wanted to be
I miss being who I thought I was
I miss those good old days, days that are just memories now
I miss you
A simple I need you, I want you, I miss you can change not only your day but that ache in your chest.
962 · Dec 2012
Mistakes
I'll forgive you cause I don't know what I'd do without you
but I won't need you
because I made a habit of never expecting anything from you,
That's a mistake I refuse to make again.
918 · Dec 2012
Dear Fourteen Year Old Me
Dear 14 year old me, don't worry about boys, 
                                                             
­ ­                                                                              they all come and go like candy. 

Dear 14 year old me, sometimes just sometimes you know what's best for you more than others, 
                                                            S­o always follow your heart.
Dear 14 year old me, don't let anybody tell you you're not good enough, prove them wrong. 
                                                             ­  ­    *You are extraordinary.
*
Dear 14 year old me, those green skinny jeans, they have got to go in the trash. 

Dear 14 year old me, you probably stopped reading this a while ago but if you haven't always remember to 
                                   
                                         Live in the moment cause time really does fly by, 
   
    Sing like no ones watching cause it never really matters what others think as long you're happy, 
              Dance like it's your last day cause you never know when you'll be gone and lastly
                        Love like it's your first time cause you'll never know if its forever until you try.
861 · Dec 2012
This Time Last Year
Broken promises,
resulted in horrific damages.
Empty conversations with unfamiliar faces,
If only they could see the changes.
Whispers echoing through memories of what we could've been haunt me,
because I never had the courage to make him see,
Make him believe,
Make him feel a love like ours.
This time last year everything was different,
And if they asked if we'd go our separate ways, id laugh
Cause our love was supposed to be infinite,delicate, intimate.
How could you play so innocent?
844 · Dec 2012
Words Unheard
Dream until your dream comes true they say as they secretly take away what we ache for,
Standing here in front of what I could’ve been,
The empty words, empty stories of where I should've been haunt me because I desperately know what I’m missing.
The life I could be living
The love I could be feeling
The memories captured in photographs
The lessons learned through laughs
Dream until your dream comes true they said as they ripped it from the tip of our fingers,
Leaving us cold and alone with nothing but words left  unheard .
Forgive and forget, that's what they say
but there's only so much you can forget
     And sometimes somethings are unforgivable.
817 · Dec 2012
Weight of The World
In that moment for some vivid reason it felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders, like nothing and no one on earth could possibly take the pain away and in that moment I was given no other choice but to get up, **** it up, keep my head up, and grow the hell up.
As much as you sit around and wait, just hoping he’ll run through those doors with his arms wide open, we both know somethings are meant to be left unknown.
Even the greatest loves of all never got their forever.
778 · Dec 2012
The Cycle Called Life.
For every moment you let pass you by, a memory is lost.
For every tear you shed, a second of happiness is wasted.
For every song you sing to, there is a story of that one person who was never supposed to get away.
For every heartache you have, a fighter is born.
For every smile, a person is holding back a tear at the corner of their eye.
758 · Dec 2012
Words I Could Never Say
I sat there with all the other passengers and I wondered if they had a story too.
I sat there by your side, as I held your hand the thought of never holding them again kept running through my mind, so I memorized every line, every curve just in case someday down the road I'll need them again.
As the lady in the background started announcing your flight number,
my heart stopped,
my eyes started tearing,
and my hand just couldn't let go.
This may have been the last memory we have together but I never got to say, remember don't forget what you've learned, don't forget to smile for the girl you've always known and mostly don't forget to always look back. Not every girl gets to say she watched the only person in the world she needs the most walk away, not every girl gets to say she sat in the middle of the airport with all the other passengers with a broken heart cause her passenger decided to fly away.
I just sat there looking at the gate, waiting for you to run back, I've seen this scene in movies plenty of times, the guy he always finds his way back to the girl.
So I'm here 10 years later asking, still wondering why on earth didn't you come back for me?
Couldn't you of loved me enough? **I could've been the best thing that ever happened to you.
739 · Dec 2012
In Between the Lines
Between every I love you there's a I will forget you,
Between every I'm sorry there's a I will never forgive you,
Between every I'm okay there's a I wish you could see the pain you've caused me,
Between every goodbye there's a I will always love you,
Between every new beginning there's a I wish I could go back in time,
Between every I miss you there's a I won't be staying for you.
726 · Jan 2013
Imagine
Imagine how many times you walked by someone you used to know,
Someone you spent all those cold winter nights with because at that moment it felt like forever.

Imagine how many times you let the moment pass you by because you were too stuck in the past to realize what you've always wanted was right infront of you all along.

Imagine where you'd be, if only you had the guts to say those three words, what you could've seen if only you had the courage to stand out from the crowd,
**Imagine who you could've been, if only they let you believe.
I promised myself I would never cry for you again,
I swore that night was going to be my last.
But here you are again making me wish I had it all back,
the touch of your skin lingering through my veins,
How you'd never leave without kissing me goodbye even if it was only for a while.  
I'd love to tell you how fine I am, how I've moved on and it was all just a dream, just another figment of my imagination but what you couldn't see was that as I walked away smiling from what we could've been, I left a part of me with you,
*a part I never truly got back, my heart.
662 · Dec 2012
Damages
Everyone keeps asking me how are you? How's everything?
Its like they can see it in my eyes, all the damage you've done.
I'll simply say I'm fine but all I wanna say is
Every morning I wake up and not a single minute passes by when you're not on my mind.
She says she loves you but I see all the damage she's done,
If only you saw it maybe then you'd see me too.
644 · Dec 2012
All I Ever Wanted
From the moment I saw that light in your eyes, I just knew somehow someday I'd make you the father of my child, the soul I'd cry to at night, I just knew you were my one and only.
You may not see where my love lies for you but for you I'll stand by making sure a moment never passes without you knowing for you my love, I'll live a long patient life.
And if I'm not the woman who holds your heart then I hope someday you meet someone who loves you as much as I do, cause that's all I ever wanted for you.
For you to feel the love I felt for you.
All I ever wanted was to see you happy with or without me.
643 · Dec 2012
If You Could See
You say she loves you but I see all the pain she brought you.
You say she's the one but I see all the lies she tells you.
You say you'll never find another but baby can't you see I've been here all along.
She'll never love you like I want to.
626 · Dec 2012
If
If
If lovers become friends,
If friends become strangers,
If families become enemies,
If all the good things in life go wrong,
**What are we supposed to hold on to?
Even though he took every piece of your heart when he walked away,
there's that one part of you he left behind, your soul
And trust me he never deserved it in the first place, always remember that.
604 · Dec 2012
Goodbye
All the voices in my head whispering that I should run and hide,
Cause we both now this love won't survive but at least I tried.
And I saw you walking down the pavement hand in hand with someone new,
I couldn't help but feel like a dark shade of the colour blue.
All those butterflies you feel I'm sure she gets them too,
Makes me wonder if you felt it too back when it was just me and you.
                   Every time I watch her cross your mind,
                                                                ­                           I'll find the words to say **goodbye
558 · Dec 2012
If I Could
I care more than I should, I say less than I could
I do more than I would but that still makes it no good.
I want more than I need and need less of what I want,
I see more than I believe and believe less when I don't see
But still its all no good.
542 · Dec 2012
Hope
Sometimes I wish I had more to say, maybe then you'd hear me cry.
Sometimes I wish I had the power to stop time, maybe then we'd have one more moment before goodbye.
Sometimes I wish I had fought harder, maybe then I'd be good enough.
Sometimes I wish just one wish would come true.
481 · Dec 2012
The Fall
We all have parts of us that simply remain wounded, you see everyone in the world has a memory they regret, a love they forget, a scar they predict, a smile they fake. Its not a bad thing, it just means we all took a risk, no matter how high the bridge or how painful the fall, we all made the jump

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