Sometimes
It is the lows
That make
You feel
The highest
You have ever been
Soaring through
The skies

The kindness
In your voice
Resonates
Within my soul

The gentleness
Of your actions
Speaks to
These once
Lost eyes

The caring tone
Of your voice
Hugs my soul gently

Dreams of you
Lull me to sleep

Frozen in time
I sit inside my mind
The screaming has halted
But a silent chill has crept up

Frozen in time
I see what can't be felt
The times that never happened
They were only a glimmer of hope

Frozen in time
I wish what I felt was real
But alas I only can ever have myself

Frozen in time
My shadows cradle me
Lulling me to sleep with the lies of my mind

Sometimes
To disappear
Is what I want

To be hollow
Is what I am

The
Anxiety
Of actions
That never mattered

Haunt me

Like an
Abandoned thought

Stored away
In the back
Of my mind

Digging its way
Into my conscious form

Consuming me entirely

Until
I fall
Once again
Into the oblivion

Selfish
Vain
Asinine

Those are words
That convey
Your entire being

I'd rather see you burn
In a cold endless flame

Than have you lecture me
Of lessons you never learned