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Jaimien Tolbert Oct 2018
I have to talk to you about everything
I know it's not alot but it's meant the world to me
Just sit down and listen to what I have to say
Stay....don't leave

Im Sobbing
Because I know how you think
And you how percieve the world around you
And I'm trying to give you something new
Something That you may have never thought you could  find

But right now something feels off and I know it's me not you.
It's how I've created something that can't be just left alone
And I know it's just sitting in the back of your head
Sometimes I think it makes you want to be left alone

But I'm here to tell you I want what could be
Anything that involves just you and me
So I'm asking you one time
Hopefully I'm not annoying you but
How can I tell you how much you mean to me
Stay....don't leave

Let me elaborate just a little bit on my question
This is kinda more of a explanation
but we'll roll with it anyway

I try to tell you all the time how amazing you are
And everything you mean to me
I've given you my heart to hold
And I see you holding it gracefully
To the point where i can feel your hugs even though your not next to me

Wait....don't look away just yet I'm trying
To tell you everything
Don't pack your bags just yet
Stay....don't leave

Yes we have only known each other for a week and memories were made that will last for ever and be cherished for the rest of my life
But I don't want those to be the only memories we both can percieve
I want to have more where I can see you smile at the end of everything
Here I go at trying something fancy
Hopefully I don't embarrass myself to much but but do laugh if you please sorry for the rhyming I'm not the best at this but here's my shot
Stay....don't leave

I wants us to be like birds in the sky playing around flying through the trees singing our song
For every one to see
As if we were performing in front of people
Reading a poem about the life of you and me

I told you before I want to hold you up on the highest mountain because I want you to know everything that we have done wasn't worth nothing every thing has meant something but the top of that mountain will only be the beginning

I just want to know how you feel about me and everything in between
if some thing changed tell me I'm not one to scream
Ive thought about you countless times and especially the times you sang to me

Made me realize you were the one for me
The most perfect girl in the world and
One more thing
We can be great and I know time is what it's gonna take but baby please please please
stay...
don't leave....
Jaimien Tolbert Oct 2018
Welcome to the black hole of the very essense of life called the darkness
We have all kinds of attractions
Spine tickling hallucinations
Motivation scaring thoughts
Life threating whispering
And so much more

Here you will stay for the rest of your life
unless your one of those light seekers
Who have left and never came back
So sad
Dont Be afraid of taking steps here
One step here could break you and you will feel like everything you have disappears isn't that tragic
We have plenty of rides the coaster of sorrows
Features depression at it's finest I've never seen some one ride it and not feel worthless
Or maybe rollercoasters aren't your thing
The Farris wheel of lonelyness
It has one seat and 10 empty cages
You can't feel yourself moving but you know that no one is around you or riding with you and no one will
Doesn't that sound so nice

Enjoy your time in the darkness we hope you'll never leave so we can torture you forever and ever
Jaimien Tolbert Oct 2018
Life its something that is a symphony of
Majestic and demonic sounds that express the experience of the experimentation in time

Time has driven us to pursue either the instant acceleration or the tentative halting of a day, a week, a month , or a year
And the reason why is because life continuously conjours different events that can alter ones perception on how life can be and will be for them
Depending on the constructive or non-constructive critical decisions made

Time is something that undoubtedly can not be changed or stopped for any reason
But what we consiously do with our time depicts how our entire lifes are seamlessly mapped out on a canvas for everyone to analyze and critique

When time is not a pronounce thought in the mind we find a way to lose track of it and it tends to fly by in a blink of an eye and you start to ponder on whether your time spent today was worth losing

You see we all are on a distinct timer for life and what you establish for habits and traits as an individual can determine whether your time in this life is siphened or savoured to the very last second

Time is something that isn't on our side but if we cooperate with it maybe it will drastically commit a change that we hopefully like
but only time in life will determine greatness or misery for us

I hope my time in life has mapped out a legacy for me to have and share with others especially the ones that I care about more than me

PS if If your reading this

your one of those people

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