What  I had , I gave
What I spent , I had
What I kept, I lost

What you do for yourself, you take
with you when you die.
What you do for others is timeless.

Don't  judge me ,you're  not perfect.
Don't  mock me you're  not a parrot.
Don't tease me ,your not funny.
Don't try to change me you're not a magician.
Why can't you love me ? You have a Heart!!!

I love ,You play
     I'm serious, You play
I work ,You play .
     You walk me home
We get robbed .....
"    We  just got robbed"
.

My skin is poked by 10,000 needles
I feel like im burning and getting
electrical shocks,all over my body...
I'm dry my moisture is no longer
every day that passes I feel my skin getting dryer.
My eyes see blur my ears cant hear...My bones  & Muscles feel stiff and tight im cracking bones to
Lift some pain my fingers are tingling
And my ankles are acheing ...
My nails wont grow my feet hurt
and sting as my stregnth weakens Im dieing lets face it....

Can this be true I lost my love
for you.
How come I don't  feel
the adrenaline run down my spine
when your hand touches mine.
        Could it be that you no longer
have power over me? When your next to me ,I always become nervous , I felt my knees get weak.
But not this time!!
Nothing magical , No sparks ,No fireworks popping up around my heart.
     When did this happen ? Where
did my love for you go? Who said
I was ready to end my infatuational love with you. Could it be that
time has healed the wound in my
heart that you instilled in me?
       Why should I love
someone who doesn't care about
the effects you posses on me!!!!As long as your happy who cares what I'm  going through......
    Thank God Now I can care less about
you to....