i cant make the right decisions with the demons whispering in my ear
i cant choose a or b cause id destroy myself
if i mute the world from screaming, i can't hear myself
if i clean my thoughts with clorox i cant sort it out, so
let me know the right answers so i can figure it all out

im t i r e d of being STRONG
please catch me when i f
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i love you-
i wish we had a future together.

im just selfish.

fly me across the world so i can lay in your arms-
to find out you're in love with someone else,
hear my heart shatter in a glass of cold chardonnay,
see it harden while it heals my pain,
and feel our former flame burning away in
the maple leaves.

will i ever be anybody's whole?
the one they travel with,
love, cuddle, hug, and cry with.

i guess ive just never been that kind of girl.

im tripping in your sorrow
dizzy from the drugs
crying cause your hollow
confused about our love
tellmesomethingreal
tellmesomethingnow
tellmefasterbefore-
i drown

im so sorry she hurt you-

you deserve every morsel of greatness you cook up, you deserve more than the empty bottles that surround your feet, you deserve someone who loves you more than me.

you will always be the best piece of my life, dont forget that when you're smoking your worries away in a dark room after a long day. Your screams are heard and echo inside of my soul even if I am far away-

we're geminis, we will always be four people, half of us always tearing at the best of us-

you are not psychotic for wanting someone to love you, my big brother...

- you are not crazy at all.