The forceful dust moving in
From the raging monsoon
Reveals the inner needs deep within me

The lightning runs through the sky
Bringing power and vengeance
If only I was as beautiful and strong

The thunder screams what I want to scream
To those below me
Shake them up with wonder

The dust blinds it all
Yet binds it all
As one

Only in a state in between my dreams and consciousness
Do you cross my mind
Yet in those moments
My heart craves what has passed the most

The state where the soul is exposed
Grasping onto the mirage
Moments before the dreams unravel
And a new world begin
Is when I think of you.

As they dance on the garden of life
They realize they dance on fallen leaves
Death that had come and gone
But the death that will return

Her dark dress
Flows with the wind
Of Despair
Blowing her hair
Away from the sin
Called Life

As I look out my window
Deep into the dark and misty night
I wonder if you can hear the doves
Crying

They sing with utter sorrow
Telling you of my distress
How you have forever changed me
And my chances of moving on

My thoughts
They always lead back to you
And wanting you

It is aching
And not such of a release
As it is when the sun is up
And the blue birds sing their happy songs

In another life
I am free
I have no temptation
Into the otherworld
Where the darkness is
Alluring

In another life
I am free
Sadness cannot reach me
And failure is never on my mind
Where darkness
Simple does not
Exist

Why did she choose me?

Why did she choose me
Her piercing screams
Grow too intense
For the fragility of my ears

Her soft look deceives
What is really up her sleeves
All she wants is
Destruction
And I am in her path

She chose me