I never had a good friend family member,
I was a neglected child as I remember.
Never had the right hug, the word or the kiss,
Childhood is a time I will never miss.

When all the love and hope
Was soaked out of me
I was blown away by the wind
Like an autumn dry leaf.

Living here is like being raised by wolves;
You **** the ones you love to build cities.
Swallow enough tar and your insides forget what its like
To not be ready for a funeral.
And every blink's an inch more time
You haven't got the hands for
And you yearn for the years that aren't this one.

Day six; 6/15/14
You doing this feels like torture

I think you want me to tell you I hate you

I cannot and will not, nor do I

but I'm losing my mind and body trying to patch you're brokenness

Ignorance
is pure bliss
When on my lips
you plant a kiss

*(And I do not know where your mouth has been)

He is not mine
And I am not his
All you wanted was to have me
But I refuse to belong
To anyone but myself