I think one of the hardest things in the world
is when you take a look around
and realize that all your so called friends
don't actually give two ***** about you.
That's the moment you realize,
we live in a world where fake is normal
and real people are a miracle

"Little do you know
How im breaking
While you fall asleep"
never were words so true
i should be asleep
but all i can do is think of
you

Once upon a time
you were my prince
you swept me off my feet
and we rode off into the sunset
then, reality came crashing down
you dropped me on my ***
straight into the dirt
grabbed HER
the better one, the prettier one
and walked away
hand in hand
i stood up and brushed the mud off
acting like it didn't hurt
when in truth
my fairytale had abruptly came to a stop
and my prince had become a villain

Miscommunications will be my downfall
I say something
You misunderstand
Or vice versa
We both end up mad
For absolutely no reason
Bad goes to worse
And we end up here
Miles away
While feet apart
And nothing can mend
Our broken hearts

Sitting here wondering
where'd i go wrong?
Sitting here thinking
how i've been in pain so long
look back to when i was a kid
before i went down this horrible road
before i knew what pain did
before the seeds of anger were sewed
stuck doing things i never thought i would
like rebelling and self-harm
hurting myself more than i thought i could
just look at the proof on my arm
i want to just curl up in a ball and die
i say i would never take my life, but we know that's a lie

It was us against the world
Now and for forever
You had my back
And I had yours
How could you just throw it away
Like you didn't even care
I thought we had something
I guess I was wrong
You broke me
Then left me to pick up the pieces

If my heartbeat were to just stop for a bit
Would you even care?
Would you try to help me restart it
Or would you just sit there and stare?
Like im some kind of freak show
A human gone wrong
Well i think you should know
Im already gone