If you're here to break my heart
don't stay
If you're here to cause me pain
walk away
If you're here to end things
I know it's too late

It doesn't matter if you love me
It doesn't matter if you leave
I'll love you anyway
That's the way it's got to be

You don't have to be beside me
You don't have to hold my hand
You can go and live your life
It's okay, I understand

But my heart is stubborn
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
It will love you any way

So if your here to break my heart
Instead just walk away
Don't say you don't love me
Please....save me the pain

Because after all of it....
I'll love you anyway💖

The chamber is dark…
I expect no visitor but you are here
Our milieu feels arctic yet your presence keeps me warm
You do not look the same to me
But I know that you’re my love.
You whisper to me softly –
And tell me it will be all right.
You smile as if there’s no tomorrow,
I know it’s only for tonight.

You take my hand and then we dance,
It feels so great and sterling.
The music's grand tho there's no band
We flit through sound of beating.
You sing the song that we both love
I join - we sing together.
I treasure the finite moment that we have
Wishing it will last forever.

The beating suddenly stops, it's quite in the milieu.
I know it's time for you to go, I let you -because I love you
You gently kissed me on the cheek
And brush my hair back softly.
You lift my face up and our eyes meet,
It's telling me that you are happy.
It breaks my heart but I don't cry
Even though it's killing me inside.

It felt like being stick from the innards
A fluttering and sharp pain within.
I saw how you let go of my hands
And heard how you say goodbye that evening.
For the last time you called my name,
And said your tale of love to me.
My heart is numb- drowning in pain.
Shattered and wrecked - that's what I see.

Tears just rolled from my eyes
The beat in my chest wanted to applaud.
My body's alive but my heart died,
Like your body hard and cold.
Everything that comes together, they say falls apart
Slowly fading our memories together, rewinding it to the very start.

You weren't even a person anymore
But I still love you present tense.
I guess my love for you is forevermore
Tho you did not make it till the end.
You have walked away into my life
And I was needed here,
I will always miss you love
But I know that you are near.

the pitter patter of
the raindrops
falling
from the sky
is different
from
the pitter patter of
the blood
falling
from thy wrist.

yet, both sound so
calming,
so beautiful.

and to say,
that the rain
didn't stop
that night.

o thou who dwells
inside thy heart
take care of it for
it is fragile
and broken.

the light from
the sun
is no match
for the
light that comes
from you.
i need to cherish
its warmth
before
it runs out.

when the
weather
is
good enough,

i will
run
back home
to you.

to your warm hands
and your flushed
cheeks.
to your worn out pants
and clumsy feet.
to your lowest points
and even your peaks.

it is you that i
have been longing for.
wait for me
and you'll see how
a writer misses
their once
'mon amie'.