There is this part of me that will always remain hidden,
And that’s the world, the evolving of beautiful chaos, intertwined in beauty
Have you appreciated sympathy before appealing for an applaud?
What is reward without tears?
What are fears without goals?
Viewing things from my heart benefits the truth
Viewing things from my mind understands the truth
Running from the lack of freedom, why do we feel trapped in our own beings?
**** just got real, **** just got deep, and I just needed to stop and just feel.
I got this part of me that makes me go crazy
Smart people seem like crazy people to dumb people.
Hypocrites are overpopulating our world
Stop bashing on what you hate, yet promote what you love
I don’t want to compare your story to anyone else’s.
It was unique , I separated it from the rest.

sweet bliss
sweet memories
sweet tricks
you have my tongue
riding with you
pure bliss
kiss me again
I cant get enough
I'm full
but I'm still hungry for your love
thank you
for always looking at me and saying
I appreciate you shorty
vice versa my love
I am falling in love with you
please catch me

Something so biased about the way women flock positively together
I haven’t came across noon
But I am hungry and I can never be fooled
Too many reasons
Behind it all
I haven’t gripped it,
I always make it complicated
Yet,
It’s always out of my control
But to each his own
Turbulence is my masterpiece
I’ve been racing myself to the finish line
Overflowing words
Overflowing emotions
I don’t need you on my mind
My head has been too heavy lately
Everything is going to be all right
To tough to ever dismiss this magic

she said she's packing her stuff and leaving yours behind

you know I need too much attention
for **** like that
sza
I need you
I need you
I need you
chemistry.....
always ends me
temporary love
more
I tried to tell you
I need more
don't try to deny me
ill switch up

I want more
can you give me more?

You should of held it closer,
Closer to your soul, breath, and innocence....Clearly I lost it
But you're already insane
But who's to blame?
Complicated freedom is grieving
Forget those who forget you
Adore those who adore you.
But where are they? -hiding somewhere no one can find it
-it's a secret, we're all searching..
Baby , it's called soul finding.
You must of forgotten about the crown, seems like it's tilting.
**** it, I'm never tripping!
Never  dropping this crown that makes me. Respect the loss that saved me

can you hold hands with a poet ?
can you dream with a poet
can you love a poet
we cant start with flowers
but
also end with flowers
I have been in love with a ghost
i have been falling foolish on different notes
high note
low note
same keys
different breeze
somehow
I always find away back to myself

3:01 am
in my thoughts
in my words
poetry
releasing serious energy
can I have you
I want to have you
need you
poetry
on the late night

Stevie nicks
Blasting in my ears
****
I haven’t had a moment to breathe
Without you breathing down my neck
Where is the time to love myself
I have none
By the time I’m done being what my parents need me to be
I come home to be what you want me to be
When do I have time to process who I am
I can’t
I. Literally cannot anymore
I have reached my cherry on top
And there are several
When should I consider the end being in the end

focus
but I'm focused
let loose
cause its been a while
here I am
here I was
not believing in my being
I like
I love
the way
you acknowledge my elegance
delicate
blowing bubbles with the goons
go ahead and flip
I'm a warrior
you sent me flying  
in tune
with more than my soul
your energy snitched on you
I don't keep just everyone around
you are here
you have earned it
ride or die.

courageous
i shattered
and i crashed
and i demolished every thing that was stopping me
..
here i stand.

inspiration
I belong to nobody
writing stars
writing skies

thanking god

e v e r y d a y

BROKEN CLOCKS

women
are like onions
the deeper you get
the sweeter she gets
but you have to know
as a woman
how sweet your core is
to protect it
cause every men
want the tootsie pop
you don't want to do the work
so please ****
real recognize real.

Back again
Speaking everything into existence
Looking for trophy’s
But will settle for real glory
If you see me
Know that I am too fighting a hard battle
Vice versa
They will never know you like me
Switching lanes
Winning games
Misbehaving politely
If you’re a true friend
Please stand up
People like you are rare
Vice versa

Refection on nothing
But anxiety
Apparently, lately
having a mental illness is a thing
much more than i wanted
much more than i needed
However
Ive misplaced every downfall with you
I lately observe more than i need to know
Please stop asking questions
If you don't want the right answers
Virgo.

Worthy
And satisfied
Strange and beautiful
This feeling wasn't miniature
I would love to be around your love again
I fancy who you are
Scrambled upon the words
Im orderly
Im temperamental
And i can be frail at times
We are jam baby
We make sweet music together
So i can't sprint these words
I will forever cherish the times we’ve had
I  will never dispute them

I’ve seen this behavior before
when it rains
it pours
thankful for the struggle that keeps me up at night
Don’t ever think that everyone who leaves wants to
2-3-4-5
I’ve vanished to another life
moonlight, poetry, and a couple of glasses of Merlot
for all of you
if you wake up with a broke heart
hug yourself gently instead of tightly
you’re fragile my dear
learn the ropes to get rid of fear
pour yourself another glass
contemplate how long you’ve ran to catch up to your life
speeding, trembling, fearing the unknown
ultimately,
we all just want someone who’s crazy about us
in a healthy way.
will you slow dance with me until the sun comes up?

scrambling to find peace
munching daily on worry cookies trying to suppress the truth
comunicating love notes lately
hungering for more even if the strain leaves you anxious; it's worth it
poetry and sunsets
feening for the high, reality dissipates
healing and planting in solitude
gaining weight, addicted... scale doesn't matter
thank you god for carrying me through my worst and good times
twilight light zone...d.... out, "what the **** is mixed in these cookies...' day dreaming... because it doesn't feel like worry... when I'm high... cookies.... don't die
bad energy stay far away.

Confidence is free
Your ego just wants to compete
Fully loaded, Let me spill
The Faded past and
the hopeful future
tears of joy and laughter
I dream big
Bigger than my heart
But that’s alright
Minds twirling around these melodies
Intertwined by our memories
Aroused by your scent
And seduced by your mind
Always stumbling on my time
Hold my hand
Light the spliff
Inhale
Exhale
I think the vibe is too much
My heart is on fire
You complete me.

what we do
is not ordinary
what we do
is magic
I am far from perfect
where would I be without my baby.

have we managed
to write poems
about heartbreak
can we handle
all of it and above
I wanted to
I needed to
I had to
superstar
beyond things
beyond words
there I am
there I go
would you notice me
I dedicate this to my superstar
number one fan
I needed it
I wanted it

People romanticize their plans
and the potential benefits
but dread the execution.
The magic you're look for
is in the work you're  avoiding baby.

I'm terrified
I mumble  
And i reveal
Protesting my emotions
Was I keen to learn too quick.

Confidence is free
Your ego just wants to compete
Fully loaded, Let me spill
The Faded past and
the hopeful future
tears of joy and laughter
I dream big
Bigger than my heart
But that’s alright
Minds twirling around these melodies
Intertwined by our memories
Aroused by your scent
And seduced by your mind
Always stumbling on my time
Hold my hand
Light the spliff
Inhale
Exhale
I think the vibe is too much
My heart is on fire
You complete me.

Always recognize
the illusions
and myths
-about romantic lovers.

I think one of the hardest lessons to learn
In life
Is that no matter how good you are to people,
It will never make them good to you