it took a romance movie
to unlock these heavy emotions
currently mourning a heartbreak
before it has even begun
I wish I could
conclude this love story
but I'm personally speechless
at the thought of the end of this love story
for the first time in my life
love found me in ways that has helped me
find myself
forever more - if I died today
I was able to experience this love
tears overflowing
I wish I knew how to block away this
love notes
every reminder of how romance met me
my dearest
I never knew what love
until you loved me.

I am pretty sure i did not meet you for nothing

Romanticizing my life
I deserve fresh flowers by my bed side
one of one
I mingle with the stars
and slow dance with the moon
I twirl in the rain
and i connect with the thunder
comfort calms my sanity
falling in love with taking care of myself
I bask with my emotions
every sadness comes with feeling
who i am is deep
intense even
dramatically poetic
i say how i feel
and i feel what i say
my story just started
i said i was getting everything i deserve and desire
I am a good person
and i strive to be one.

poem - i lost count
i write for myself
not for self - pitty
I don't speak on my struggle

Hotline bling
however it was
however it is
here i am


thats how love is made

what makes you feel safe ?

honesty
loyalty
seeing me
understanding me

nothing is more attractive than someone who you teaches you things

you don't know what others are dealing with
you dont know what others are going through
look at what you are dealing with
look at what you are going through

be kind, that is what i want to be remembered as

raison d'Être

It's lonely at the top
so be prepared for your circle to be small
speaking up shouldn't result in treating you unfairly
you should never correct your boss in public

what does being happy mean to you ?

I have become Hermetic

HYPERBOLE

What ever you wish for
speak it into existence
pray for your dreams
people like you deserve blessings

MY ENERGY IS CLEAN
I do not condone negative conversations
Don't update me
I'm out of the loop

those kisses you randomly place on my cheeks
resemble
a warm hug at the right time

thank you for making me believe in love again.

I have accomplished plenty
I have been blessed plenty
thankful, I pray daily
what you put out - you receive
watch your tongue
you build and fail this way
mesmerized by romatasizing my own life
Its been a while since I've let my mind spill
lingerie - red to be exact
what it feels like to feel **** in private?
everything that we do
should be between me and you
I don't have much to say lately
I've been observing
i vibe on a different frequency
I know I'm chosen,
I've been through hell and back and
Im
                                                                                              still
solid.