have we managed
to write poems
about heartbreak
can we handle
all of it and above
I wanted to
I needed to
I had to
superstar
beyond things
beyond words
there I am
there I go
would you notice me
I dedicate this to my superstar
number one fan
I needed it
I wanted it

power
Tequila numbed out the pain
what you get
is what you see
vulnerable
I took the time
and it was  worth it
baby I'm worth it
poetry
can I teach you what I believe in
secrets
opening up to you was a given

Here we go
Here we are
6/22/2020
September is almost here
I am turning 29
Wow
Life has been a shock
Life has been in rocks
Ive been conquering different thoughts
Magic queen
Poetic thing
Demanding fool
A lover and a fighter

Long
Yet
Too short
Succeeding notes
Disappearing emotions
I have manifested my own light
I took care of it
It became bright
On and on
I wish I knew
I wish I threw
It all away before It reached me
Sinking ships
Sinking lips
Smothered by your love and it still was not enough

Have we ever been feeling low
Commenting on slow words
Reciprocating the wrong turn
Have you ever
Been mistreated
Are you heated?
or wanting to believe
wanting to see
wanting to hear
feeling like I frankly care
feeling like I am barely there
so deep
so deep you lost your thought
I have taught you know enough
To know that I am enough

you know I need too much attention
for **** like that
sza
I need you
I need you
I need you
chemistry.....
always ends me
temporary love
more
I tried to tell you
I need more
don't try to deny me
ill switch up

I want more
can you give me more?

1:17 AM
I forgot about the time
scrambled pages
messy places
petty faces
still love
always love
merlot
a couple of glasses of merlot
detachment on the early
dreary eyes
but I'm still hungry
I am sorry I lost control when I was with you...
I lost my soul when I was with you
I forgot who I was when I was with you
why didn't you let me go sooner ?