I must learn to be content with being happier than i deserve.

Jazz
Jazz
whatever it is
It sprinkled unexpected doses of wisdom and insight
Can you focus on just me?
I am not allowed to beg you to stay
But i am allowed to show you what you should settle for
the rest can expand within us.

Always recognize
the illusions
and myths
-about romantic lovers.

I'm a fool for getting fooled
if the lover is not oriented at the beginning?
How can the lover be disoriented at the end?
Please make me wild
Having nothing to lose has made me fearless
Basking in the thought of you
Poems with the front door open
I prefer the rose before it bloomed.

Social media consumes us all
As if you gripping my thigh wasn't enough
I was in love once
but was it really love?
Do i even know what love is ?
Lights...camera...action...
Baby i can't stop smiling
I miss the beginning of new love
everything is awkward and sacred
The vibe of the crowd has me reminiscing
about you
about us
about what we were
about what we could have been
Rays of sunshine
as you stumble upon my weary mind
is that love ??
or is that a type of love?

These feelings are bottled in.
You stay on your prime,
I'm being too available
My bad for being ferocious
These Heartaches have me feeling
foolish
Hats off to the magic wand
it swiped  me off my feet
when it met with cupid
and shot me stupid
I fell in love
****...I felt stupid
I can't feel the same with another
Had me judging all the others
Don't know what you did to me
Had me twirling purposely
Changed me for love, it was all for love
I started to love you
You're in my mind, floating around my fears
Cant fully breathe,
You have me floating
Fairytale hosting
You belong to me
You deserve my loving.