You explored all parts of me
Mind, body, spirit
We were lost in the aroma of one another
It meant nothing, I scream

I push you against the wall
Slithering up to you; poisonous snake
Vicious slap, unimaginable kiss
It meant nothing, I scream

Grabbing hold
You whisper "I love you"
Rage, ***
It meant nothing, I scream
It meant nothi...

Cannibus
Ice cream
Whiskey
Chips

Yet you're the one that seeps into me

It hurts
Everything hurts

I wanted to help others
Now I’m the reason behind their tears

I’ve made a mistake
I feel selfish for saying that

Deny deny deny
The truth hurts more

We can’t speak now
Loneliness thrives within my aching body

No one knows
No one knows
No one knows

Why is it that something so wrong can feel so right?
Is it because we want something we can’t have?
Or that we currently have something we don’t want?
Questioning everything we have because of new possibilities
Yearning for more whilst wondering if there is anything for us…

Passing through the unknown was beautifully tragic
The thrill, the chase
I got high from the thought alone
When it happened… perfection
His touch illuminated my mind
Subtle yet significant marks on my skin
Happiness

Time passes
The air alone begins to suffocate me
Family, friends
Their eyes speak louder than their harsh words
Each glare pierces through my skin and into my heart
Why did I do this?
Stupidity, ignorance

Steady judgments begin to define me
Nowhere to run, to hide
Supporters have doubts
Loneliness

Remorse consumes me
Yet regret yields far from my mind
For how could I regret the moment I’ve hoped for my entire life?

Anger
Apologies
Tears
… *Lust