Here in my dark cloud
The thoughts of mine stay
Twisted and Dark
In their own special way

Though brisk winds of harmony
May urg my clouds away
My dark cloud resist

because there it will stay
Forevermore
Twisted & Dark
Never blowing away

Fear not young one
of the monsters
that you fear
they will leave your thoughts
within the year

Fear not middle one
of the finances at steak
your job will pay off
and a family you’ll make

Fear not old one
of Heir Death
that draws near
he will carry you softly
so please do not fear

A silver swan
Glides across
Distraction lake

The pain takes me away from
My future and my fate

My body is no longer
A clean white slate

But covered in crimson beauty
from the striking silver swan
Across distraction lake

You need to earn it
then it’s yours
But Careful!
its made of glass
and all I have

on my sleeve for you to grab
its not free
but the cost is fair
just your love
this I swear

so are you willing
to pay the price?
To cherish my heart
and treat it real nice

I hold in my hand
The power of a thousand words

Sleeping days, Awaiting the flick of a page
To bleed life; beauty

The addict inside me
Aches for more

Of the only thing that will satisfy
me, a book

Finly my soul can breath a sigh
As I walk up my stairs, way up high

Patiently awaiting, my return
My books reach out

Invite me to
Forget all concern

I pop open a window
Prop up a chair

My nose inhales
the crisp country air

I don't have to worry
about my nails or my hair

When I live anothers life
Without a care

Rage engulfs me
like flame unto wood
here I stand, again
alone and misunderstood

If I could leave
I suppose I would
To live my life
the way I should

But the flames have burnt me
so brutally bad
that I can hardly walk
and seldom stand

Hopeless as a bird
with an ankle band
But I know
you just don't understand

I want to be,
Wild
Beautiful
And Free
Just like the sea

My poems come to me in waves
in daydreams
and if I don't
write them down
give them life, they die in the moment
I am the poem god

A beautiful sunset
With a starless night
Think as i might
It's just not right

Like a majestic tiger
Who puts up no fight

As a beautiful sunset
Unleashes
A starless night

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Slowly wilting in the moonlight
A steady ***** down
Until, in dreams you drown

Your kiss lingers
Your smile tingles
Your hug reassures

Now
your
gone

My lips are dry
My smile has faded
My arms reach for you

Now
your
gone

i wish you didn't
fade away
like a july
midsummers day

hazy
hot
pleasant
and dear

it turned cold
within a year

smiles and joy
of which
we used to toy
faded away

like a july
midsummers day

I am
In a way
like the wind

I come
and I go
staying for a while
or just passing through

I am soft-hearted
as well as head-strong

Soothing
like a warm gentle breeze
Or violent
like a hurricane blowing down trees

So please
understand
that who I am
is not one
but a little bit of
everything

Your eyes
Like your own sun
glowing bright and hazel
every time they look upon me
I'm happy

Your voice
Like a blue bird
sweet and lulling
every time I hear it
I melt

Your spirit
Like a childs
innocent and free
everytime I encounter you
I smile

How will I ever know
when will you reveal..
shall I..
Is this love?

My heart is embedded
In your head
Thumping soundly
Beating red
Full of passion
And desire
Starting a smolder
Starting a fire
Like a migraine
Thumping ,Thumping
In time with time
Ticking ,Toking
as time stops
Stopping ,slowing
In your head
Thumping softly
as you die in your bed
Soundly ,softly
Beating red

I daydream
Till it becomes a real dream
Then I dream away my sadness
I dream away my fears
Then I dream away all my fathers unfallen tears
Till morning comes
Oh the morning that comes!
When life is not but others dream
Or a dream is not but anothers life

Like a modest rose
Nobody sees
How beautiful
and fragrant I can be
They leave me out
out in the cold
looking in on the warmth I need to grow
Happiness
Laughter
Young love
And closeness
Something I’ll never know
being the rose
nobody wants
looking in
out in the cold

I hear you in my thoughts
I hear you in my dreams
That giddy laugh of yours
is everywhere it seems
Then when I turn
and reach for your smile
I find nothing
and all i can do is cry
What i wouldnt give
to lay with you awhile
and drink in
That beautiful smile
that even in death
never seems to die