I looked at her and she looked at me. She didn't have to say a word because in her eyes I found the answer. She didn't want me anymore.
You deserve someone better than me. But no one wants you as badly as I do.
I have to get up every day and act like I'm happy without you.
I have to walk past people I know and act like you being gone doesn't affect me.
I have to smile at everyone and act like I'm not dying without you.
I have to carry on with my life even though it's not worth living without you.
Life is so tiring without you in it.
"Why are you still stuck on her?"
"Why can't you move on?"
Because . . . if I don't have her, what do I have?
I always want you to be happy.
But it hurts to know that you're happy without me.
I feel like I'm going mad.
You tell me I'm broken because I'm sad.
You say happiness is free
but why can't you just be there for me?
All I want is a friend.
I just need this to end.
The feeling was new.
I didn't know what to do.
But I want you to know that I do love you.