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Moon Wright Dec 2017
Weren't you always supposed to be there
Waiting by my side
Being there for me
With every change of tide
Weren't you supposed to be there
When everything seemed dark
When was shattering
The pieces of my heart
Weren't you supposed to be there
After all that we've been through
Staying with me forever
Through and thin and truth
Weren't you always supposed to be there
When I was in a fright
Scared of the terrors
That only come at night?
Moon Wright Oct 2017
I can't breathe
I can't see
Anything
The walls
I can feel them
Closing in on me
Crushing me
Wanting **** me
I blink
And rub my eyes
And look again
And this time
I can see
That the walls
Are not killing me
They are steady
And still
By themselves
Being themselves
I breathe in
I breathe out
I feel pressure
Around my body
I feel like
I can't move
I feel trapped
In a spacious room
Where 90 people can fit
I feel trapped
I feel like
I am going to die
If I stay here
In this big room
Much longer
Agoraphobia with Panic Attacks
  Oct 2017 Moon Wright
Edgar Allan Poe
It was many and many a year ago,
  In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
  By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
  Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
  In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love—
  I and my ANNABEL LEE;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
  Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
  In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
  My beautiful ANNABEL LEE;
So that her highborn kinsmen came
  And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
  In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
  Went envying her and me—
Yes!—that was the reason (as all men know,
  In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
  Chilling and killing my ANNABEL LEE.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
  Of those who were older than we—
  Of many far wiser than we—
And neither the angels in heaven above,
  Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
  Of the beautiful ANNABEL LEE.

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
  Of the beautiful ANNABEL LEE;
And the stars never rise but I see the bright eyes
  Of the beautiful ANNABEL LEE;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
  In her sepulchre there by the sea—
  In her tomb by the side of the sea.
Moon Wright Oct 2017
Quiet as a mouse
Never speaking more than I should
Having, LETTING, people walk over me
As if I'm just a doormat
Just a toy
That no one cares about
Or thinks about
Just uses because it's there

I'm not strong
I'm. Just. Not. Strong!
There's a voice
With a powerful message
Deep within me
But with the mouse
Comes the quiet
Trapping my words within me
Never letting them out

I'm sick
I'm tired
Of the way things are going
I have to be strong
I. HAVE. TO. BE. STRONG!!
My words have power
They need to be heard
I can speak them
I WILL speak them
Outloud for all to hear

I
WILL
SPEAK
UP
About finally speaking up and letting the words inside come out

— The End —