when last have i had a 3am kind of conversation,
with my star like emotions scattered all over the darkest parts of me,
mimicking the sky,
my moon like persona that always returns back to hiding me away.  
when last have i felt safe enough to let somebody in,
to not have visions of my vulnerability being tied to the bed after he locks the door behind him,
his voice like some sort of broken record that keeps on repeating that
"it's gonna be okay."
when last have i had a shoulder to cry on that isn't my own,
for my neck to stop worrying that the tear filled sea on either side won't get waves big enough to drown me.  
when last okay,
when last has it felt good to be me.

On belay ? Scaling tall mountains and perilous outcrops , into the valley floor ! Great highs , perilous lows ! At mercy of wind  , rope , D-ring and intuition ! Slippery , moss covered stones , sudden changes in weather ! Possibility of cuts  , sprains and broken bones ! High above the blessings of terra firma at ropes end ! Looking out across the Earth from unique perspectives ! Far removed from mechanical , mundane , monotonous lives of the " Army ants" below , chart the course , pick the place , set the pace ! Belay on ! Cried out from below ! On your own , in control !

Beauty  are of several kinds and features
Some Women  carries natural beauty in heart & soul,
Inner Beauty which build's our mind and soul healthy,
Outer Beauty which creates magic on several human kind,
Only Beauty is worthless ,
But Beauty with Brains rules the Universe;
Beauty depends on faith and trust;
Without faith beauty is worthless;
Without trust beauty is worthless;
Beautiful Relationship needs both faith and trust to make  married life prosperous.
Beauty should not be destroyed by cunning thoughts and ideas,
Beauty should not be destroyed by Love Betrayal & Adultery;
Beauty should not be remain lonely and separately  from youth,
Beauty  should not be  used in ******* and red,blue  street's;
Beauty should not be jealously and proud of it's own  beauty.

Where we stand in the World,
Do anybody knows,
Where we stand in the Universe,
Do anybody feels it;
Where we stand in the space station,
Do anybody reaches it;
Where we stay's in the beloved one's
Do anybody clarifies it;
Someone  who reject us from our heart,
Do anybody fulfill it's heart.
Someone who reject humanity,
Do you know where he goes;
Why everyone of us is not  rejecting  teacherous minds,criminal minds, terrorist acts,
When we will open our minds and eyes.

Where is my pain
Where is my  relief
Pain is in my  heart
Pain is in  my mind
Mind  is out of control
Peace that control mind and pain
Relief that  gives peace from pain
Love that forget pain and make our heart happy
We humans gives lot of pain  to our loved one's
By  humilating them
By feelings ,thoughts
By anger and passion,
We are responsible by giving pain to other's.

Welcome Note  every one is invited in my heart
Everyone is thank full for their bounty full love
Everyone is Cheers up in my heart
Everyone's feeling ,thoughts ,talk and love is in my heart and mind
It never erases from my mind and heart
It never forget from my thoughts
God Blessing to everyone who admire's me from heart
May God Bless their work, occupation and desires.
Great full to everyone.