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mochiu Jul 2014
I don't know you
   But I cried at your funeral
mochiu Apr 2014
A Friendship gone sour
till the final hour

Tears streaming down my face
for the one i'd come to hate

Do you think we'd be friends 3 years from now?
That kind of talk was disallowed

But little did I know
that day would come to be
when the friend of 3 years
would move without telling me

We had our fights
Our little contretemps

Remember in the end
You were the one that left

Thus the fight seemed to do the deed
It broke us apart in our last times of being

Glances from you
who did not speak
I wondered what you wanted
yet I never made a peep

We laughed the week before
But never dared to do more
for we weren't as close as we were before


Anyhow
*Maybe we'll meet up in New York 3 years from now
mochiu Apr 2014
Run your fingers down my spine
Make me feel like I'm alive

Close the curtains
Lock the doors

Stay with my Forevermore
mochiu Aug 2014
If I told you my feelings
Would you feel it?
If I told you my heart was unkempt
Would you heal it?

If I asked you your feelings
Would you shield it?
If I turned away
Could you deal with it?
mochiu Jul 2014
He is he
   And I am I

Two threads of fate
   That do not tie

And all were are

Are two clocks
   That do not tick in unison
mochiu May 2014
Forgive your Father who left

Forgive your Mother who didn't try hard enough

Forgive the Girl who broke your heart

Forgive the friends who left when it became tough

For now I am at your side, releasing you from the dark
mochiu Jul 2014
When you're reading a book
but the words become blurry

Your glasses
they begin to look like a rainy day
when you're out in the town

Your cheeks
they're wet and stained now

Your eyes
they're red and swollen

And you realize
you're crying
mochiu Nov 2014
I saw a poem fly right by
     begging to be read

It's word were torn and tattered
             it's pages slightly shred

It told me it was empty
        No poet to be seen

It'd weep in deafening silence
    It's cover, no longer clean

All I could say to the poem
  With words that only meant few

Was that before I met it
  
I was lonely too.
mochiu Jun 2014
I have followers
I love them
I'm sure their amazing
I may not know them personally
But their poems are worth praising

They take their time to write and read
All these mesmerizing poems I see

So I appreciate these strangers and poets
who take their time to share
all their wonderful inspiration
and put it into words with care.
mochiu Feb 2015
I probably understood,
even as a child

I couldn't foresee the future
and greet it with a smile

I couldn't picture you there
to hold my hand throughout

Even as a child
I held the biggest doubts

And now I understand,
It's normal without you near

Because your child has grown up
and you still aren't here
Father
mochiu Feb 2015
You know you are truly in love
when someone can lay you bare
and you are *not in the ****
mochiu Jul 2014
Just as we are,
     always just
      this way
defying everything

Through pain
      and solitude
we somehow met
       to soothe
            our
             sorrow
mochiu Jul 2014
There is someone
who will protect me

Someone who will stay by my side
without lies...



...Can I believe that?
mochiu Jul 2014
Maybe if I'd read deeper into your words
                                          I'd understand
mochiu Sep 2014
Believe me when I tell you
I never went away
mochiu Feb 2015
A bird in an iron, unlatched cage can rattle around
flying to each corner, nook, and cranny and fall to the platform.
It lacks the ability to understand, that the door can be opened
and that there is indeed a life outwards that it has yet to know
It is taunted relentlessly until it has used up every pent of energy it ever knew it had because ****, it gave up after so many attempts to diverge those iron bars that were just too small for its own good like tectonic plates that had yet to move..
It only knew of what it was told and what it was taught and that the way it is living is the normal way
...But it isn't...
Because what does a helpless bird know
when it does not even know life outside the iron cage,
with an unlatched door...
mochiu Jul 2014
If only we were born
in the same Country.

If only we met under
different circumstances.

Things might have been
different then.
mochiu Jul 2014
Those
gloomy
eyes that
occasionally
showed
wavering
reflections
of city
lights

were like
the ocean
at night

and against
all reason

they
instantly
drew
me in
mochiu Aug 2014
We met
Then we parted
It was over before it started
mochiu Jul 2014
The stars
The Moon
The Galaxies
They aren't you
mochiu Jul 2014
I


see


the


Monster


inside


your


*Soul
mochiu Jun 2014
I left you behind
All alone in the Darkness...
And so, Alone...
Into that Darkness
You sank.
mochiu Sep 2014
No, drugs are not an outlet
They're just a miserable sight
When you can only solely believe
That they're a way of life
I really despise drugs.
mochiu Mar 2014
Demons, Demons
Rescue me
I'm twisting into something I wish not to be

Angels, Angels
Cloak me in White
Hurry, Send down your Bravest Knight

Change me from this distorted Fate  
Adjust this path before its too Late

For now I am lost , too lost to roam
Life twisted in unexpected turns
And the Stars in my eyes, are no longer shown

Demons, Demons
I've twisted into something I wish not to be

Angels, Angels
Hurry, *Come Save me
mochiu Sep 2014
The world is pretty huge
I don't understand why we worry about
how much capacity our bodies take up
Our insecurities take up even more
mochiu Jul 2014
Say you love me A thousand times
     I'd still doubt
mochiu Nov 2014
She always wondered
    if loving you was wrong or right

These thoughts of you filled her head
     only on her darkest night

Like the ocean, you had stolen
     all her precious thoughts

Leaving her conscious
     in a mindless drought
mochiu Jul 2014
I followed the beat of your heart
The sound of stars leaving trails of art
You were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the dark with you
mochiu Aug 2014
Keep your doors wide open
And your windows shut tight
mochiu Apr 2014
To understand how you feel
I think I will continue to stand right here

Will you come to miss me?
Or will you fly free?

I hope to be imperturbable that you love me so
Not to be filled with inimical effects and woe
mochiu Mar 2014
Hide your feelings in a Glass Jar
Send them through the Ocean ,
to prevent more Scars

For these feelings you hid away
Only brought you pain each day

So Darling hear me out
Let those emotions sail away
And let new feelings begin to sprout
mochiu Jul 2014
The happiness of people
is such a fickle thing
mochiu Mar 2014
One Two, Three Four
Eins Zwei, Drei Vier
Quatre Trois, Zero Un

We sway to the tunes
As we maintain eye contact
The vividness of the day in when we once met
The promise to teach me your dance

You kept your word
That this wouldn't last
That these moments would go by fast
Step by step I paved my way
to this day
As you taught me the Waltz
The Cajun, The Classics

You swept me off my feet as we turned and twisted
In our own little world
Where the skies filled with glitter
And the stars no longer wandered

My naive self refused to believe this would end
That the fireworks I hear were not just hallucinations
I was blind, confused, oblivious to my surroundings
Unable to snap back to reality

And Time flew by fast like you reminded me
I was to return soon
Return to a place that was no longer next to your side
A Lonesome place where my feelings must hide
As of you, you will move on to much brighter filled days
Quickly forgetting the way we played
When the music controlled our swings, our sways

Oh the way you moved my heart
Feelings I shall not forget
For now you have taught me your dance
The steps that I learned hastened so fast
Those steps that led us to our Final Dance
mochiu Aug 2014
Before I fell in love
        with words
        the sun lit sky
       the singing birds
        The frozen water
        that quenched my thirst
          
         It was you who I fell
          in love with first
mochiu Feb 2015
" Love cannot last forever, it is the impossible"

And for just a fleeting moment, I thought,
"Oh, but darling, what if it *does
?"
mochiu Jun 2014
There's no Blessing
And No Love
Only a Contract named "Matrimony"
mochiu Apr 2014
When you peel at the flecks
of the unwanted paint
What will you feel
Will you love without complaint?

For this youth is dipped in gold
With a fluorescent shine
But underneath is Silver of its own
Silver in its own divine

Clouded with paint, and shine and plaster
Hurry and remove this fake taint faster
Show my silver, my platinum, my bronze
No longer am I fond of this imitative gold I have on
mochiu Mar 2014
Your tall silhouette
Reflects the light of the frigid hallway
through this dark room

You look as if you were a shadow
as You stand in my rooms doorway
Yet you also look like an Angel
with the lights that surround you

Are you  Ok , What is your expression right now?
I can no longer tell what your details are if you stand in the darkness
Where are you going?
Take me with you
No words come out of your mouth as you step through the door
Back into the light, Somewhere I am not
And my Outstretched hand tries to reach you
But I am too small to catch you
For you are out the door
And the door has closed
And I have Lost my chance to follow you
The chance to stay by your side

A single tear falls now my cold cheek
As you leave me behind in the darkness



*Now you're gone
mochiu Jun 2014
He wants to say I love you
but keeps it to goodnight
because love will mean some falling
and she's afraid of heights.

-R.I.D.
mochiu Jul 2014
And if the world were black and white,
you would be my rainbow in shades of grey.
mochiu Jun 2014
It's most terrifying seeing the Happy go Lucky become serious.
mochiu Aug 2014
You say that you love the sky
Yet you shield yourself from it
You say you love all flaws
Yet you pick at them bit by bit
You say that you love the world
Yet you lock yourself away
You say that you understand me
Yet you make my feelings sway
You say you love flowers
Yet you only pick a few
So when you say you love me
Should I really trust you?
mochiu Jul 2014
The heart that I understand,
The feelings that I don't.
mochiu Jul 2014
I'd gladly fall in love with you
But lets keep it to goodbye
Because loving means some falling
and I'm afraid of heights
mochiu Jul 2014
She walks through the room
             With a prideful high march
But she only turns heads
              Never their hearts
Him
mochiu Aug 2014
Him
She had honestly thought he was perfect
Straight A's
Good student
Didn't hang out with the bad kids
Didn't talk during class
But she didn't really know him.

So when she went to class that day
to her surprise he was there too
She was overcome with the joy that her unrequited love
was in the same class as her
Her heart thumped
It'd beat harder and harder
More intense by the minute

But she didn't really know him.

And when the class came to an end
So did her love
And the beating of her heart
The excitement she felt when she saw him
It all ceased to exist

Because she didn't really know **him.
I got a schedule change today.
mochiu Jun 2014
There are many places I've been to
But none felt quite right
Because my home is the place
that lays right by your side.
mochiu Jul 2014
This was never a home
      Just another house to me
mochiu Sep 2014
Honestly, to me
I don't understand when they say
If you love them, let them free
If they love you, they'll come back
Because when you release a bird of its cage
It'll follow its own path
mochiu Mar 2014
I cry
I fall down
I feel pain

You fill my mind with words of vain
You fill my heart with words of love

I fake a laugh
I force a smile
I put on a facade for the while

Until you hit that off switch
Until you decide I've had enough

I'll obey your words
Your every command
For I am only a machine
To do with as you please

I can break this wooden mask you dress me with
This wooden masks filled with an array of emotions
Emotions I am told to feel

The cracks make their way threw the wooden mask
A Jolt of sparks
A thud on the ground
A face of real feelings

I feel pain when I fall down
I get mad
I cry
I bleed if I fall

Because I've only been Human
Human all the while.
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