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Alex T Jun 2020
and i knew
i could drive my train
of thought
into forever
and go nowhere.
Alex T Jun 2020
because its
love
so when it clings to me
I throw it off
so casually
I wont be taken.

because its love
so when it grabs my
(heart)
I rip it out
slowly.

it’s a beautiful
sore
but when I leave
I don’t feel
anything anymore
Alex T Jun 2020
id lose myself
for u
entangle everything
I have
just to weave into
your being.
Alex T Jun 2020
i tried
and i fell
in love
and i fell short
Alex T Jun 2020
its not like im running
        where would I go?
when there's nothing above me
         and nothing below?
Alex T Jun 2020
maybe it was me
thinking I could believe
in something
bigger than reality
youd be proud

of me
if you knew the
conclusions I drew everyday.
the biggest portrait
I couldn’t finish that.
Alex T May 2020
wildly
i wander
restlessly frantic
why do i bother
to make a home
when i could roam
so freely
in a world where no one can
feed me
so ferociously
the hunger takes control of me
and i rip apart a soul and
eat the things i like
i am not a wife
just a lightning strike for the lonely
there and then im
gone
did u think you could ever know me?
Alex T May 2020
whats a rose..
it’s the red that
arose , riding thru
my blood
but it’s the blue
in my hue
that's clouding my
view
whats new
with u
I forget
   to ask
Alex T Jul 2020
when we struggle
we write

theres a fight between
the pen in my hand
and the sword
in my heart.
and maybe in my
sorrow
you can find the
art.

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