The things you made me feel:

Worthless
Ugly
Annoying
Clingy
Ridiculous
Unwanted
Stupid
Guilty
Miserable
Useless
Just to name a few

But in reality
Those words don't describe me
They describe you

The one thing you'll never understand
Is that it's the negative words
That you remember above all else
You throw me into counseling to try to get things fixed
But no amount of "I love you's" will make me forget
The days the words "I hate you" escaped from your lips

See you in my dreams;
Fill my life with voltage,
Enchant my night with magic spells,
Turn me into a handsome prince,
And let me kiss you with a blaze of flame...

Drift me anywhere you want,
In my wildest dreams;
You brought eccentric ecstacy,
Echoing the sound of your voice,
Looking into your face beneath;
Lies a scenery of landscape,
As i row our boat, in a calm lagoon...

Let me walk with you in an isle of flowers,
I'll chase you in the winds of serenity,
For a time i may forget or better not to be awake;
From this dream of love and passion;
Let our hearts merge each other....


-Joseng Pulpol 2000-